TheHeartOfSeven

R.I.P to our blogspot. XD

2010-10-12T03:38:00.001+08:00

Life these days~

2010-04-15T06:17:00.009+08:00

These are just bunch of photos that I randomly chosen and posted.

Not that many but just to keep this blog updated a little bit.

Haha :D

Shithard!

2010-03-06T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hi people on earth!

It has been awhile since my last post. I mean AWHILE. Since I am suffering severe pleasure of jobless tonight then I decided to post something up but I am not sure what to post actually. Owh I notice the layout is changed and there is a president of creativity WOW! I must have missed that part.

With no more school to attend and no more study to concentrate, fellow Bruneian HO7 are jobless. I must say that I really apreciate it when our enthuasiam to find job to kill our joblessness and penniless sparked off eagerly. hahahah But the interest came and went by with the wind. Today, we eagerly photocopied our certificates. The next day, we searched for vacancy and the day after next, we are no longer interested. The spark met the dead end. Only when we realised that we only got 2 ringgits in our wallets then the spark lit off again. But the cycle repeats itself leaving us with excessive jobless issue.

I am not sure whether I should consider myself lucky or otherwise. I got a job last two weeks which I didnt have to busily send my CVs and certs. The job searched for me. Damm! I know I sounded lucky but what happened was shithard. I job a partime job at TA Morgen yg kadainya tutup udah. It was for the 10 days of bookfair in the Indoor Stadium. I can assure you that two weeks are pain in the ass.

First of working, I wiped THOUSANDS of books in the very HOT, stuffy and shitty warehouse. Figure, I hate books since then. I packed the books and transported everything to the indoor stadium. People may say that we start from the very bottom but I say I start from the UNDERGROUND.

I hope for a better day on the second day. But my hope was buried six feet under. I had to unpack all the books and arranged accordingly to its specification. It took me two days to do this. Crap! It is alot easier to face with alive ppl rather than dead and heavy books. It was stressing enough that another thousands books were left to unpack but Izzat's temptation of quitting and the fact that I might be labelled as irresponsible person made me wanna commit suicide and die instantly.

I wanted to quit but this was not the quit I want to commit. I always finish what I have started. NAH, ya odah. hahha and jua the fact that there will be a person suffered from my decision to quit then I decided not to call it off and bear with the agony.

The next 10 days were all about public relation. Shit they werent. They were all about embrassment, humiliation and bitchiness. I suffered bitchslap by customers and humiliated by customers who looked down on me and came into thinking that I AM PMB student CRAP! But what to do, customer is the boss!

March tia udah!

2010-03-02T05:25:00.002+08:00

Laju jua masa berlalu ane ah.. Nah bulan mac tia udah. 2 bulan udah tane di tahun 2010 ane....huhuhu hmm....... coughresultcough

anyway, im still bored tapi ari ane okay lah ada jua keraja kan dibuat inda jua seboring weekend ari atu. so yea and bulan march ane MEMOO'S month ne eh.... inda g lama ko 19tahun yaww... 11hari g haha sma tah umur tane tu tapi tatap plg aku masih senior sikit tu ah dari sudut umur.hahaha

bah bah atu sja...

Bored!

2010-02-28T07:11:00.004+08:00

Aku macam aher2 ane mcm boring berabis sebab nada kan dibuat, prep pun inda g cukup untuk memenuhi masaku. internet pun inda jua dpt menghilangkan keboringan ku ane. most of the time aku nadakan dibuat, kan membuat REVISION kali ku....eh apa eh alum... batah jua lagi exam hmm hmm i think i'll reconsider revising my subjects mun aku on the verge boring hantap nanti. errr.... sure macam banar aku ah.

atu bah kamu suma pa khabarnya sekarang ane? bahapa sja kamu cuti ane? plan kamu apatah ne lapas ane?

soooooo i guess atu sja kali ah.

sama guys update deh blog ane.... hahaha and memoo rupanya ada president of creativity jua blog ane. hahaha

bah bah adios.

Exams! Exams! Exams!

2010-01-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

Well, Its also the same for me as the rest of the people who will be having the exams.. Zaw n Wajee~ We will face it together :) Although we are not in the same school but the way you guys are feeling now, Huh~ I feel it too.. Frustrating but thats how it goes.

I have 8 modules to do in this January Exams.. Phew~ I dunno how am I gonna cope with it. I dont even know whether I have already prepared for it or not :s SIGH!!

This is what happened by the time I came to my saturation point, I feel like I cant do more than what I have been told..

But no matter whats gonna happen~

ALLAH is by our sides..

Just pray and do whatever you think you can do best!

Soo all the best to you people!!

2010-01-08T19:35:00.001+08:00

Exam is coming...

Need to focus........

Wish I could be there with u guys....

What bout it?

2010-01-08T07:05:00.003+08:00

I hate it when u noe u will do something terribly/horribly but then there was just not enough energy left in you to do some preparation before facing the challenge. In the end u just cant seem to be bother anymore though u noe it is essential for u to excel. When it's time to face the music, ur mind just turnd blank and everything startd to jumble mumble. Ur mind is also giving up on you. And so in the end there's just nothing u can do about it apart from giving ur best effort and pray luck will be by ur side. i guess this is where u noe ur best wasnt good enough. but then again u are too tired too even think about the outcomes u ll be facing. the more u think about it the closer u r to come to a realisation that it was a TOTAL disaster and u messed up BIG time. Too late now....... and u will try ur best to not think about it...

You were too exhausted already from the start and ur body has already given up on you since the beginning. All u need is actually TIME. to gain the energy, to have a lil bit of rest and to set ur mind back on track but that is the one thing u dont have....................

living a busy life and continuously rushing for datelines are just too tiring. It is just too much for one person. And one day u will feel as if the burdens of the whole world are on ur shoulder and ur body will slowly give up on you. Thus never hang on too long and remember also not to let go too soon.

Completing an arduous journey!!

2009-11-09T00:47:00.012+08:00

Last half term ive spent most of my time WALKING. Aku inda turun ke London sebab aku ada walking expedition for my DofE.

Halton Training Camp. The place was HELL, feeling misery was inevitable.

Then start my LONG journey for 4 days and 3 nights with an average of 9 hours walking a day on Tuesday. During the whole journey since day 1 macam aku kept thinking 'when will this gonna end? why did i join DofE in the first place? mana kan campsitenya ane?'

That's my 17 kilo rucksack that i have to carry with me sepanjang the journey btw.

The result of carrying it= bruises arah pinggang and shoulders

Naik bukit day1. ane okay lah pasal masih fresh kan day 1 lah konon and ane macam baru the first 30 minutes of day1.

Kalau ada naik bukit mesti ada turun bukit jua. turun bukit okay lah jua masa day1, lutut masih okay.

At the summit of mount ingelborough, the highest peak out the 3 peaks of yorkshire moors. baik jua naik gunung ane masa day1. kepisan udah sorg2. arah the summit very lah foggy inda berapa nampak. ane alum g setengah hari of walking. kan menangis udah rasanya. masa day1 we had our lunch at the summit.

ane turun the mountain so kan menuju campsite. not bad... masih jua okay. tapi masih g jauh from campsite. rasanya mcm forever bejalan ah.

Ane berehat. chilling dulu for 5 minutes after walking for a few miles.

Day 2, turun bukit curam. perlahan berabis sorg2 turun except for the guy yg duduk2 atu berlari turun iatah ia dulu cross the bridge.

Lapas lunch masa day2. hujan labat tia so tepaksa pakai waterproof jacket. iatah usul kami ne masa lunch rucksack yg beribu kilo baratnya atu tah jadi tempat duduk kami.

Ane masa day 3, hampar dah... baru lapas naik bukit and ane chilling dulu, mengambil nafas. pasal lapas atu ada g bukit kan dinaiki. kusut kali ah... and masa day3 kami macam naik turun bukit saja ada 3 ke 4 bukit kali.

Day 3 macam never ending the path. berabis2 hampar dah, inda g kira kamah kah inda duduk saja dimana2. inda g tecakap bah kami ah... kepisan berabis dah.

At the camp site. Lapas siap dirikan tent. kan get ready for dinner.

Inside our tent. aku, lyn and lena pakai tent untuk 2 org pasal dorg nada tent untuk 3 org so kami besampit lah dalam tent ah. packd berabis tent kami ah.

Day 3. At the last camp site. happy lah.... bsuk last day. tapi the journey kan k camp site ane, gila seksa... saat akhir kan smpai k camp site ane pun naik bukit bah. i injured my knees so aku tepaksa drag kaki throughout the whole journey. gila udah smpai nyaman jua rasa ati.. the last camp site was fun. yg plg best out of the three campsite yg kami aga. Ane duduk dulu before pasang tent.

Memasak dinner. malam atu kami mcm masak and makan suma makanan kami yg tinggal pasal bsuk last day and supaya ringan beg. well inda plg make that much difference but then ringan sikit lah. sikit saja kurangnya.

Last day... inda sabar kan balik. last day was the best day cause kami bejalan for 11 km saja and inda byk bukit and mcm a walk in the park saja. Byk rehat and we had an hour lunch break sbb kami mesti dtg arah the checkpoint by 1.30pm and kami awal by 2 jam. so iatah that day chill lah sja. cool!

Checkpoint kami tu nah castle ah... saat saat akhir expedition. castle atu mcm 100m away kali saja so obviously everyone was excited....

FINALLY!!! after walking about 80km for 4 days sampai jua ke penghujungnya. kali udah abis the expedition everyone was in disbelief mcm 'wow it's relly over'

This was the whole group.

melvin, lyn, lena,zaw,amelia, catherine and callum kami with our two assessors.

btw our group did really well, kami smpai at every checkpoint either on time or awal... and we all pass the expedition......

it was an amazing experience *seksa plg* tapi im proud of myself to be able to complete the journey despite of my two bad knees and injured shoulder. To say i will want to go on a walking expedition again, no way man, never, let that one be the last. sepanjang walking atu inda plg beranti2 menyumpah2 dalam hati ah. bangun selalu 5.30am, start bejalan kul 7pagi smpai kul 4 lalu.udah abis the expedition baru tah ku dpt ckp all the positive things ive gained from the expedition, mun dtanya masa sdg2 bejalan, alum... abis2 ku ckp 'this expedition depresses me' i was miserable for most of the time tho except for the last day. nevertheless, it was relly amazing (seriously, not everyone cud survive the arduous journey)the journey was remarkable and i will always remember it.... *sigh*

It was indeed a nice way to celebrate my 19th bday!=p haha It was memorable...

ZAWANI ISHAK

when life gets tough, all you need is faith and perseverance to get through it. And friends to support you.

100th post

2009-09-19T10:11:00.003+08:00

THIS IS THE 100th POST huhuh..
I posted this video in the facebook but I will post it again here.

I was moved by this video, watching it, stirrs my plan of another 12 years of studying. We are dissolved into what we will possess in the FUTURE for the past few weeks; with PS and university application but we have forgotten what we have in the PRESENT that might become PAST in the future. It maybe to early for raya and a bit jiwang. But what this video entails, sud be kept in mind in the past, present or future!

The video is crazily funny!

RAINBOW

2009-09-19T09:29:00.006+08:00

This blog seems to be dead (obviously!) despite of its very original eye-catching Ho7 layout. Thanks to a blogger titled ThHeartofSeven who apparently doesnt want her name to reveal, for her effort to ensure this blogger survive.

Randomly, I came across a quote yesterday and find it interesting.

'If You want the Rainbow, You must to put up with the Rain' - D.Parton

Honestly, I am not a big fan of rainbow but the quote, from my interpretation means something else to me.This is what I think:

Rainbow l reflects SUCCESS which is as colourful and as Beautiful as the rainbow.

'must to put up with the Rain' indicates our effort. It is never easy to create rainfall even when you put up an open burning for a week or so, the chances of getting rainfall is still low. This is similar to achieving good grades in Examination especially for the crazily demanding course like medicine. But as long as we put our minds to it, we can still get the rainfall.

I was once almost gave up to pursue this course as I found myself struggle in my current studies which are not yet difficult than Big M. After being continuously provoked by my teacher that I did not put any effort in every assignment and even the qualifying paper, I felt wanna drop my dream and go for modelling (seriously). I wanted to cry but I did not because crying makes myself looks vulnerable and weak. I fight back to prove to him that I have whatever it takes.

I emphasize the phrase 'never easy'; You need full effort to achieve what you want which most of the times require a lot of pain. It is never easy to do everything thus requires magical remedies called EFFORT and PRAYERS. Even a small thing like 'recalculating ur answers for maths qns or 'rechecking punctuation errors' can be considered as effort.

NEVER EASY THEN WORK HARD, PUT EFFORT.

2009-09-19T00:42:00.005+08:00

Nobody said life was gonna be easy but I know the journey is worthwhile....

There's always ups and downs.

When at the ups, it's great and as if you own the world

BUT the downs not so great.... sometimes u feel like shit and you're all alone in a world full of bitches...

As long as there is people to support you and always there by your side, things will turn out fine but then sometimes it wont turn out as you planned. Still, this experience will make you stronger.

Actually all that matter is as long as you go through the hardships and ups with the people who really care about you...

Don't take things for granted....! Live to the fullest.. I know life ain't easy but we only live once.

sorry for my language

2009-09-05T20:03:00.003+08:00

The road ahead holds different dreams for each and everyone of us.
Each and everyone of us has to follow different path to seize our own dream.

It is just the way it is supposed to be...

2009-09-02T23:23:00.001+08:00

Why is there ALWAYS another GOODBYE ?

2009-08-30T11:01:00.002+08:00

The time will come soon....time to fly!

2009-08-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

No one knows what lies ahead,
No one knows what would happen after the bend in the road

The road to success comes thru with great determination,
hard work and
sacrifices.....

First time

2009-06-15T10:16:00.003+08:00

I think this would be my first time posting here.. I really don't have anything to say! I just want to say Happy Holiday to all of you.. Just want to share a picture, but doesn't really have anything to do with you.. Juz a group of girls that I really like.. Hahaha.. Bear with me just to release my fandom somewhere..

So the confirmation dates of those people coming back is Ziemah - 28th June, Zaw - 5th July and Wajee - 9th July?

Home..

2009-06-08T08:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone...

Wah~ It has been a really long time since the day I left Brunei for a far away place.. A place where I believe the only thing to do is to study, do exams as well as being homesick almost every single day..

Now is that my Exams are approaching but not only that.. It also brings me closer to HOME that is Brunei where I can be with my family, friends and more halal food!!!!

Hahahaaha...

But well anyway..

No matter how far you are, still... you will be back to your original place..

I will run through everything before that to happen.... ;)

Okay everyone.. I'm soo impatient to see you all....

See you in MS..

Love You!!!!

-Aziemah-

Song by Michael Buble HOME

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

All I wanted

2009-06-06T04:56:00.009+08:00

The missing piece...

Where is it?

Sometimes, when one person is missing the whole world seems depopulated...

Feeling empty inside, there's a hole in my heart

Yours truly.....

Time heals?

2009-06-02T02:22:00.003+08:00

Time really is nothing more than a distraction.

It tries to hide the fact of what has occured by keeping forward.

It lures you with its tick to make you count the days since you last breathed.

Time has no stopping it does what it can to help but its help is unwanted.

Inner peace

2009-05-31T02:59:00.004+08:00

How special are these moments that nature lets us see... moments where our spirits will struggle to be free

We don't remember days, we remember moments

2009-05-31T02:00:00.003+08:00

I wanna ride a bicycle! I just wish I knew how...*sigh*

state of si..

2009-01-26T05:07:00.000+08:00

Boring ku eh. Im not sure if i still have the right to write posts di sini, tapi since kamu bagi aku passwordnya, so why naaaat? and aku kana block chatbox.

Mental acuity: finding it hard to concentrate and study. Mock exams in 4 weeks. Coursework due in.. ahh. i dont even remember when coursework ku is due. tetapi aku tetap berfikiran waras. nada ku partying, clubbingz, jamming. all i ever do is homework-gym-homework-internet anyway. sigh. there are days when i woke up wondering 'oh kenapaaaaa aku kana hantar sini?" and you're haunted by questions like "what will i do? or probably what CAN i do?" from your tutor. n have i told you that Im considering the big M as the thing i want to do affter a-levels. tapi i dont know. lets just say awal ani im just more 'inclined' to take it bcos ive been reading some things n doing things yang open up my mind to it. reading segala journals n stuff on the news. it's so freaky coz ive never been like this before.

physical health: ah ok pulang. aku cuba isi masa running, squash, badminton. n i think makes u feel unbelievably greaat! just imagine the school hours. 8:00 am to 1:00 pm. lunch break then back to school again from 2:30 pm till 4:40. with homework every lesson n pouring over books for 2 hours every night(ok exaggerating lah sikit). but everything should be manageable. so it's ok :)

2009-01-19T13:56:00.006+08:00

Random pictures taken randomly today and last two days and no idea when

Our 'New' bench, which was previously conquered by a bunch of PU3 Boys. Now it's ours.

Our other bench..No one is dare to steal it. It's ours too.

Taken during break time today. Notice that no food on the bench. we dont eat during break time anymore. Antah kenapa..maybe saving money x or trying to stay in shape for our graduation next year.

Our bench is next to the LnFs. New thing for new year.

This is the main reason why Kami inda duduk arah bench kami yg lama..They stole it

Our old loser sites

Remember this pool. Spot c Aishah?

PU2 2008 Graduation Day

Pictures taken during the graduation day, last 2 days.

Know this guy? He aint Izzat but Chuck Bass

Chuck Bass

oppsss *kirai kirai*

The balloon banner koyak..oppss it was before the event started. Too Bad!

Taken before the graduation started, Everyone was busy like hell.

Notice the stage. It has been transformed into a Pelaminan

Permintaan c Zaw. Here are some things that you requested in your previous post.

Anything from IDEAL

Belacan without Kangkong

Sorry, I know u miss this

Random Note: To 'kamu', I appreciate the little moments we had!

Permintaan c zaw~

2009-01-19T06:50:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Greetings from abroad.

Fiqah, saya di Uk ane sihat pulang jua... di samping kawan-kawan seperjuangan.. haha Life here macam biasa, nothing out of the ordinary. Ganya pressure lah sebab.... well entahlah malas ku bercerita but nevertheless everything is fine. Im doing great and trying very very hard to become better in every way i can possibly be.

And,and aku ane menunggu package dari mamaku... inda ku sabar sebab mamaku antar makanan dari brunei and keropok CORNTOS yang ku tunggu-tunggu selama ane. sama DVD hotshot!!! Iski ku kan meliat c WUCHUN and JERRY belakon arah hotshot. Oh well, geng kamu inda antar parcel arah aku kah di sini...? hehehe kalau ringan hati atu sekali sekala antar lah ke mari segala makanan-makanan and DVD korea yang siuk-siuk... sini aku tuliskan pa yang ku mau ah:

Marshmallow, more keropok corntos, tuna, spaghetti jollibee, jolly frank jollibee, anything yang dari jollibee, spaghetti ideal, more keropok corntos, nasi katok and and kangkong belacan...banyak plg lagi ku mau tapi atu saja lah.(sama segala VCD/DVD korea or cerita c wuchun or cerita c Jerry or any cerita drama/movie yang siuk2 and sedih2) but kalau kamu kan bagi anything yg nada arah list di persilakan...jangan malu-malu,k.

well ada plg yang impossible tu permintaan ku atu tapi kalau sudi atu ah kirim-kirim lah kemari... ni nah alamat ku xp:

Guinevere House,

Oswestry School,

Upper Brook Street,

Oswestry, Shropshire,

SY11 2TL

United Kingdom

Hahaha inda malu aku ah... Atu baru inda malu namanya... oh well, aku cakap sapa yang sudi inda plgku memaksa. ehehehe...

So yeah..... that's all i guess... well, it's better than nothing at least im making an effort to post something here.

Btw the layout is sooooo AWESOME....!!!! I like it no,no salah bukan i like it but i LOVE it~~~~

Bah bah im out.

banyak lagi cakap ku karang...

Love,

Zawani Ishak

Simple updates

2009-01-18T12:15:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Whoaa..gud to see a new layout.Sanak ku sudak meliat layout tane yg lama ahh..And now new thing to see.A layout well done! Thanks to Memoo and her Bro, RZ.

BR-U-Kians, how are u doing?

Kami sihat sejahtera di samping keluarga and 'orang' yg tersayang..hahahahha C memoo plang saja tu..saya tym ane oficially manless, no more Lemon, No more so-called Bman, No more..u name it pokoknya no more lah, C bonda hmm still in love with biology, Fezun and Rose no comments.

BTW kamu, HO7 loser sites tym ane inda fixed hahahha we kinda conquer 2 benches..sometime on one bench..other time on the other bench..so kinda new thing for new year.photo of the benches will be uploaded soon..hahah

We kinda busy here..saya juggling 3 blogs at the same time so does c memoo..busy with our blog competition.

Till then.

New Layout A.K.A ours

2009-01-16T22:32:00.003+08:00

Guys, it has been a long time our blog has not been updated (layout) and now as FyzahMemoo, I am officially announce that ...

WE HAVE OUR OWN LAYOUT!!!! HAHAHAHA....

especially customized by my own biological brother, Zaim! hahaha...

I really hope you guys like it.... no make it LOVE IT! hahaha something is wrong with me... I keep on laughing! by the way, i gotta go...

to bunda: do not get upset cause if fiqah dapat tempias mu, I guess I will soon but i rather not.hahaha durhaka!

Sekian,
C FyzahMemoo

Welcome 2009~

2008-12-31T22:47:00.005+08:00

2008...

It was an amazing year... Loads of unexpected things. Banyak jua yang ku belajar in 2008. 2008 has taught me about rejection, second chances, faith and separation. but most all 2008 has taught me to grow up and berdikari.

Rejection, really hurt but then it makes you stronger. It makes you realize everything happens for the best. It makes you wanna try harder to seize your dream. And,and as I told you before we should believe in second chances as long as we are willing to change and work hard for it. And also have faith in yourself.... Believe in what you believe in. Believe that you can do it and believe that you will make it there someday. Believe in yourself. Believe you can do it and you can! ( provided you also work hard for it =p nothing is gain without hard work) Separation taught me the value of family and friends. It makes me realized how much I love my family and friends. The up and downs in 2008 had taught me loads of valuable lessons.

I know I have become stronger and more mature than before all thanks to 2008. Im all grown up now and hopefully a better person. =) Don't take life for granted people. When opportunity

comes knocking on the door, don't hesitate. Sometimes opportunity only comes once in a lifetime. Sama jangan pernah lupa diri and selalu ingatkan Allah.

Anyways,.... HappY neW yEaR...

Hope 2009 will bring more joy and laughter

Let us leave 2008 and welcome 2009 with open arms

But let the memories in 2008 stay with us forever

wish you guys the very best in 2009

Work hard for your exams guys....

Good luck in everything you do.

Chayo~

Miss you guys

Love always,

zaWani Ishak...

Disco Dancing... DBSK Copycat Wins!

2008-12-11T05:24:00.000+08:00

Cris buying her navy blue sweater

Shrek Bedford kna seksa XD
which one lg mnakutkn?

my biology lab

Stephanie Chow!

Izyan menggmbar bintang-bintang yg berkelipan di Bay

Actually its meant for christmas wishes... but heck who cares?!

A notice for upcoming Friday!
kn ke Church th ku kli? Nah....

Izyan paid us a visit this morning!

aku mkn Alpen awal!

credit: to liyana's blog

Too much for Masterpiece!

2008-12-02T16:15:00.011+08:00

Hi Everyone!

The very first and second day of end-of-year holiday I spent entirely at school, making and typing activities' reports. Mamy wants the reports to be compiled, printed and bind by Thursday. Padih hati saya working under pressure...yang paling terasa padihnya was Nisa the secretary....ia yang selalu kana panggil oleh mamy..buat itu..buat ini dan segalanya...Tiffany, Alicia and Zakka also came in action..Shidah and Izzat chased away all the quietness in the counselling room.

Highlight of the day was Izzat's masterpieces..

First up portrait of

Shidah

Next was

Nisa

Next one was drawn by Nisa

Seng
Shidah's version of Izzat

Nisa's version of Izzat

And Last one..guess who is this?haahahahah Drawn by so called talented Artist Izzat

It was me!!

Until Next time,
Happy Hols,
Jadi jalan ahh?

Random pictures between me n Cristina!!!

2008-11-30T06:04:00.011+08:00

First of all im introducing you to my roomate, Sophie~ from China

Cristina n Billy Bubbles

Cristina n another creature

Cristina's new boots n my shoes....

Me n Cris in my room.... vaining around....

That's me, not remembering how to wear tudong anymore....

Cris's boots dari New Look kliah~

Bowwwwhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Cris!!!! Cristina!!!!

Cris the Model

Thats all for now...

enjoy...

Westlands... my so called BOARDING HOUSE...

2008-11-29T02:53:00.009+08:00

Iatah tempat ku tinggal ni di rumah ani...

My room number... which is at the third floor of the house...

My bed= next to the window =coooold at night =freezing to dead

Hahahaha... BERJURIT!!!!!!

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Hehehe... me again....

Hope to meet u guys again...

From me Aziemah~

What do I had for Today????

2008-11-27T00:38:00.018+08:00

First thing first for today~

DISECTION OF A HEART!!!!!!

Presenting the heart of a sheep

This is my Biology Class...

Here are Susanna n Anastasia.. They really had a hard time to disect the heart~ hmmm

Here is Yanny, a friend of mine from Hong Kong...

Banana si Liyana ni... Adakah patut ia bawa pisang ke skulah???

Manasaja te kau Liyana~

hahahahahahah

Liyana n Nabilah....

Corridor to my classroom

My lunch for today.... DIET????

This is me, sampat lagi bergambar tu...~ hmmm~ Why is the class havent started yet???

Sick of waiting!!

Until next time...

Missing you guys always..

Love from me, Aziemah~

Let Me Just Call It as A Day! London here I come~

2008-11-26T03:03:00.026+08:00

Here we were during the last half term~

LONDON!!!!!!!!

We were at the Park... relaxing by merandaming kaki after a long journey of walking~

Batu apa lagikan durang bawa balik ke Brunei ani???? hahahaah

From the left: Nabilah n Saudah

From the left: Saudah n Liyana

Cooolllll jua kami ah.... hmmmm......

Hahahaha.... Ingat kamu dlm scene apa ni benda ani???? Doctor Who!!!

Itik~here they call it as Ducks.... Duhhh~~~

From left: Amy, Nabilah, The policeman, Saudah, Me, Fatihah

Bergambar wif another policeman~

Teka kasut ku yg mana satu????

Me eating Mc Flurry... 3 cups altogether!!!!!!

Liyana n Saidi..... *kirai-kirai* hahahaah From left:Liyana, me, Nabilah n Saudah

Hope you guys enjoy seeing at these pictures....

With lots n lotsss of lovessss from me, Aziemah~~~

2008-11-25T01:23:00.005+08:00

Presenting me~ Nurul Aziemah Anawi.... hehehe...

sorry kamu ani saja gambar yg dpt aku upload pada masa sekarang...

haahahah... I think there is sumtin wrong wif the connection here!!!!!!

Until next time..~

Love from Aziemah....

Quantum of Solace a.k.a my birthday celeb

2008-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Remembering...

2008-11-11T04:28:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua~

Batah dah inda beupdate blog ane. Anyways, aku ane kan becerita pasal kelmarin (9.11.08)

Kelmarin kami ramai-ramai orang guinevere (orang2 yg arah boarding house ku) turun ke town sebab ada this parade/celebration thingy yang kana panggil "remembrance sunday" or that is what i thought it was. but yea on that day they all gather to remember. yea to REMEMBER....

Remember the people who died during the two great wars (WWI and WWII)...

Sadih jualah masa ari atu. Terasa jua ke jiwa but inda plg ku menangis tgh2 parade atu. Kami boarders tunggu siring jalan lah sama2 org ramai untuk meliat the ceremony. Ari atu lagi hujan, macam faham saja bah kan situasi ketika atu. hari pun ikut menangis, mengingati pemergian dorg2 yang pergi masa beperang ah. Kira remembrance day ane is an indirectly way of saying NO to war. that's why they remember those people who had lost their lives pasal the wars and they think war is wrong.

Aku touched lah ari atu. then pukul 11 am ada 2 minit silence. Well, suma orang mesti diam lah. kali lapas diam or was it sebelum kami diam, (ntah lah aku pun inda sure)ada org read out the names of people yang died bcoz of the wars tapi honestly aku inda tau bila kami mesti diam 2 minit ah sebab aku mcm langsung inda becakap dari ceremony start sampai abis. org sekeliling ku pun inda becakap so lyke kami macam diam saja. Inda lagi tau bila the real 2 minit silence was... well at least aku diam. and aku pun turut merasa simpati kepada dorg yang telah kehilangan ahli keluarga dan org yang tersayang disebabkan wars atu. sikit lagi ku menangis bah... btw lapas siap acara ah, kuar tia matahari bersinar2... memahami banar jua tu hari ah, tyme org sedih2 hujan ia, kali tyme abis ada tia bersinar matahari ah... lyke WOW..~

So kepada kamu2, lapas membaca atu... diam tah sekajap, inda batah 2 minit saja. apa jua ganya dua minit p mun 2 minit maggi masak plg tu.. hahaha...

Bah kamu buat lah remembrance day kamu sendiri2, diam sorg2 selama 2 minit. kenanglah dorg2 yang telah pergi demi negara dan bangsa, demi keadilan. Appreciate pengorbanan dorg dan bersyukurlah kita masih dapat merasa nikmat keamanan. Bersyukur di atas apa yang telah diberikan arah tane sebab ada lagi org yang lebih susah dari tane. so mari lah kita sama-sama bersyukur dan sentiasa ingat untuk bantu membantu sesama lain.

BTW, all am i saying here is that; appreciate what we have before it's too late and dont take things for granted...

Okay panjang jua cakap ku ane.. bila tah kamu kan be'silent' ane...

Haha bah i'll stop.

missing you guys,

zaWani

p/s: guys aku kan menipun kamu tapi aku alum tecari kad tipun so udah ku tecari ada ku menipun tu.. haha... rindu ku kan begila sama kamu eh~ *sigh* inda pa sama2 tane work hard untuk mencapai impian. okay,chayo! cant wait to see you all again....~

sama sorry nada gambar~

CONVOY

2008-10-24T17:30:00.008+08:00

This raya is a new one.It never occured to me that I wud experience and merasa convoy in my life. berconvoy ramai-ramai during raya is the best moment I so far encountered eversince I noe the word raya. We had fun and enjoying ourselves melanggar rumah cikgu-cikgu. Izat's presence added the fun..biasa anak atu suka bercaliii..nda sah nada ketawa f ada ia..Haziq's voice chased away all the boredom in the bus..

At first we were palnning to have just the ex 5h yg inda blayar lah to join the convoy..but it turned up that ramai yg inda dapat so we converged with ex 5A who were to have a convoy ja. Thanks to Wina for sorting our destinations for the day. Thanks to Afiq ja for the bus. Credits to Faj and Wedah for all the stunning pictures. Don't worry..ku masukkan ne gambar ahh tym tane punya graduation.

I know we were having fun..but it wud be more funner if kamu ZAW, SAD, ZIEMAH n WAJEE..ada

This is definitely a greatest moment!!

HO7
we took this picture 3 times..hahahah pasalnya the first 2 I got problem with my eyes hahah

Kami posed gila

Blakon nganya ne dorang ahh...
Tudungku mcm Biut..?

Dalam bus yg beraircon..huhhu We were waiting for Ck Rubiah yg history..

Pasangan yang sentiasa bahagia

Still waiting for Ck Rubiah

Waiting for Our bus for pick us

Rumah sir Picai pun kami langgar

Esehman buiiii

Karing leher bahh tu c Bonda ahh

Rumah c Emma

C Faj out...hahahah

See c Faj ja yg Out...
3 Fiqahs

Rumah C haziq

Baju C jat package sama tabir rumah Ck Shahidah

No komen

This part below is for WAJEEEEE <3

Favourite pose mu wajee

MS Raya

2008-10-19T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hello Pedros!

Well it has been awhile this blog is not updated and berlangau and langsung nada berita dari orang Brunei hahahah. Ksian orang UK menunggu2 berita dari sini. So...here it is...

MS HARI RAYA CELEBRATION (bufday c Sabri luf)

Here are the outcomes of our hardwork and jua mengorbanan Kami datang time holiday and jua time raya. Eventhough the celebration was meant to be simple but we tried our best to make this celebration as bisai as possible..so that we received as minimum critics as possible dari segala mulut mulut di luar sana.

The day before this celebration was hell..banar banar hell. The performances were not ready..Every performances were not organised..INDA apa I told myself andangnya ja chaotic the day before the event..I tried to calm myself.

Credits to all MP PU1 and MA4 for making this celebration a huge success. Everyone turned to like it eventhough at first they complained of no baju raya. But Alhamdullillah, the drama, performances and grand finale have paid everything. Thank you to Fiqah Awesome, Mazezeboo, and Liyana for the stunning banner. For Fyzah memoo and bonda, Rifaie and Zizan Thanks for your help with the drama. The drama was really the highlight of the day apart from the Grand Finale. My deepest gratitude is to all bands UIC band..Gfaez, Afiq, Ehsan, Haziq, Mizan and We are not A band..Kamu semua talented..Lowaaaaa

To Geng Rai, Shidah Seng, Reza and Izzat.....kamu paling manissssss keraja sampai pukul 8 malam..sampai inda lagi kan ternyanyi lagu Hanya kau yang kau yang ku Mampu wawawawa and jua inda ku lupa tu our Dead conversation hahahahah Here are the pictures of the day..in order of programme.

Arrival of the guest of Honour, our principal. Big eight Mps, in blazer, ushering the principal.

Head boy baca doa!
Maa speech..I tink intonationku salah..I sound like an emcee instead..who care!

Principal's speech..head boy tah plg usai mic! The others are just captivated by the speech.

Launching..Idea c Seng the head boy..Tanks to Fiqah Awesome, Mazezeboo, Liyana and Publisiti for the stunning banner

Overwhelming Takbir..Aku nangis pasal it was sabri's bufday and he was not there!

First up was Amal with satu hari d Hari Raya and Hari Raya Hari Bahagia..Can u spot me? hahahah

The Drama..Tanks to Fyzah Memoo and Bonda

Im glad that the audience really love it..I was afraid dorg nda ketawa pasal the drama must be short and simple sja. The drama was not only received compliment from students but from the teachers as well..there was a teacher who asked for a copy of the drama'script

The most fav part..
Nini:"atu,atu,atu,atu,atu..yg atu,atu,,atu.atu..semua atu INDA ku mau..aku mau 2 kudut cendol saja"

I wish I cud record this drama for you Zaw!

Seng Head Boy who really has worked hard for this event

Ehsan: Geliga wahhh kamu ahhh

Afiq the Awesome UIC drummer and Also our Amal

Our finale band..We R Not a band

Grand Finale
Tchas kuar udah for makan..students stayed for performances hahahah gambar-gambar session

Adehhh Zizan bhapa tu? Oi Mamat..Handphone ahh mliat tia Ck..Mizan jadi security jaga pintu

Dorang ngalih wahh iatah karas mua ahh D head boys

This Picture is for sombody!

I didnt take picture that much..since I was entirely at backstage where there was no camera to take photo of me vaining..hahahahah Tanks to Zul, Hakim, Waheedah for segal gambar-gambaran

Since that day...

2008-10-19T05:19:00.016+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Hello friends~ It has been a month, one week and 4 days since I left Brunei. huh...~ How are you guys doing? Im doing great here at Oswestry. Learnt and spent a lot already...

Lots had happened since 8.09,.....

I've made new FRIENDS... OSWESTRIANS!

I'm lucky to have these people! (haha) Enjoy hanging out with them and we do get along~

We have each other back... Anytime through ups and downs(eseh~)

New SCHOOL...Im proud to be an Oswestrian but I sure do miss my Maktab Sains. Oswestry School is not bad though compare with the other school, it is quite small but not bad... Oswestry School is calm,comfy and the BEST!

New HOME... Now my home sweet home is at Guinevere House. And, hell I sure do miss my small, comfy home back in Brunei. But Guinevere will do cause I have my friends here with me to make me feel at home.

New EXPERIENCE

Theme Night; pre historic night.... Kami suma jadi caveman,cavewoman and ada jua yang jadi boulders and cave.

BUT THEN....

Old friends~

All the memories... and our 'loser' spot~

All the FUN ...

and all the stressing and happy moments....

Still NOT FORGOTTEN....!

I will cherish all the precious moments I spent with you guys...

Your exams are coming so wish you guys the BEST....

Do your best and believe in yourself~

Never give up in what you believe in...

And success will come your way.

Love and missing you guys,

Zawani Ishak...

Selamat Hari Raya!

2008-09-30T05:24:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt,....

Saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa anak bulan Syawal telah kelihatan di United Kingdom. Dengan ini secara rasminya, 1 Syawal jatuh pada hari Selasa iaitu 30 September 2008.

Di Brunei balum pulang tu raya tetapi saya ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA in advance kepada semua muslimin muslimat di tanah air amnya dan sahabat-sahabat yang saya sayangi khasnya.

Saya ingin memohon keampunan di bulan yang mulia ini. Ampun dan maaf ku pinta dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki di atas segala silap dan salah ku. Sedih ni eh pertama kali berjauhan di hari lebaran. inda apa saya mesti tabahkan hati.... Semoga kita semua sentiasa dirahmati dan diberkati olehNya. Amin...

Bah SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

Ikhlas daripada,

zawani ishak!

2008-09-28T17:21:00.004+08:00

Fiqah, sorry nada kami mengambil any gambar sebab masa skulah inda dapat bawa camera. Masa inda skulah kami inda bawa camera, haha berakal... Kami lagi jarang gambar menggambar so iatah as a result nada kan di tunjukkan. Tapi aku ada gambar org german lah.. HOTS! i repeat HOTS... aku kan simpan gambar atu to myself but since you ask tepaksa tah ku post sebab atu tah saja gambar org yang bukan melayu ku ada, dua g saja tu... haha

This is Moritz, the german hottie....

This is Morits and Vincent (the other german hottie!!)

Okay fiqah, atu saja ku ada. nada g gambar org yang bukan melayu dalam simpanan ku. Eh kalau kamu meliat gambar au, inda plg kamu terasa kehangatan dorg. mesti liat real life... tapi saya can guarantee bahawa dorg ini hots!

Okay im out...

Love you,

zaW

Berita dari Oswestry!

2008-09-28T08:10:00.014+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Im zaw btw for those yang sudah lupakan aku sejak pemergian ku pada 8september yang lalu. Kepada sesiapa yang masih mengingati diri ini, terima kasih dan saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa saya sihat2 sahaja di sini. Overall kami semua org oswestrians happy wif our new school... and doing well!

Anyway aku inda tau pakan d cakapkan so .... I've taken few pictures of my Oswestry school~

Enjoy....

My dearly Oswestry School, not that big though. MS is bigger!

Then this is the sixth form centre where the sixth forms hang out and have their private study. During private study we really really DO need to STUDY!! Mun inda kana marah.

The sixth form centre from the back; and di belakang ane ada satu kawasan luas where kami boleh hang out jua tapi it's just a plain field. Bahapa jua kan duduk di luar, sajuk kali ah.

This is the sixth form centre main entrance...WOO~

(sorry bad shot, it was really sunny that day)

INSIDE, this is the common room where every sixth formers hang out. Only during breaks and lunch though. And also, night time for the sixth form's boarders. Kami jarang pulang hang out sini masa malam.

Ane part of the common room, we call this spot the BLUES where all the Bruneians tend to gather. It is equivalent to our 'loser table' where the actual fact is that the people arah the lose table bukan loser banarnya.. haha ;p Geddit? it's just a name for that spot, it doesnt apply to the people sitting there .

Okay the next room ada entertainment sikit, ada meja pool!

And,and meja fusball!!

Saya telah belajar cara-cara untuk bermain kedua-dua permainan. Dengan bangganya saya ingin mengumumkan saya sudah pandai main pool and fusball (yea~ manasaja tah zaw)

Okay now akukan liatkan kamu our HILL. Awu di sekolah kami ada hill, usulnya digambar ane inda plg steep and tiring tapi in reality gila,, ngalih kali ah. kepisan ku naik turun tiap ari.

Wait for it....wait for it...

Ani nah sambung gambar bukit di atas ah, tinggi kali ah. Imagine walking up and down the hill everyday. registration di bawah, classes di bawah. Then boarding house di atas, hall and dining hall di atas, sixth form centre di atas. FUhh.. meliat gambar ane punku ngalih bah, haha.. ketara inda fit aku ah!!

And this is my registration building.

Pintu belakang dining hall. Dining hall,tempat kami makan everyday. Alhamdullilah, makananya halal and quite nice...

This is our hall. side view of our hall.

And, this is tree.(obviously!) depan hall kami. kira it reminds me of our tree d MS yang basar ah...

And, this is our courts. Tumbir2 arah bukit nie btw...

This is Holbache House. tempat boarders lelaki.

And this is GUINEVERE HOUSE. Tempat saya staying...

Guys, aku turun LONDON on the 26thseptember and train ride dari Oswestry ke London 48pound! Mahal kali ah...Now aku blogging ane aku di brunei hall.

Sama aku round2 London kelmarin (27th) kali main ice skating jua, aku babal banar inda pandai2 skating... terabah sja kali ah, basah seluar ku!! bari hawar kali ah, haha!! Bt overall skating was fun and lots of pain!

Bah guys, that's all. Sorry for the lame and dull post.And the not-so-good-quality pictures....harap di ampunkan~

okay nanti lagi aku post. To bonda and fahizun bila kamu kan start posting?

Fiqahco, go girl! you can do the activities!

fyzah and bonda, bah chayo for the drama.

to everyone else; i miss and love you guys.

Sorry again for this dull post...

okay im out!

Love, zaW!!

2008-09-23T09:08:00.006+08:00

Hi Everyone!

As Zaw asked about our howdoings disini...hahahah

Ok Here is the story

Fiqahco, which is me, is busy recently making sure Hari Raya celebration on 7th Oct is a success. Typical kaja MP.

Memoo & Bonda involve in directing drama in the celebration.

It was quite chaotic yesterday when we had our first rehearsal for the celebration, all performers came in, problem arose, another problem arose and more problems arose. For the last 3 days we spent our holiday in school instead dirumah..ensuring every inche of the celebration we planned carefully so that everyone happy.

It was like hell yesterday, I lost my temper. But It was still the first rehersal. I gave it another chance.

On Thursday, there will be another rehearsal..A FINAL REHEARSAL before CENSORSHIP by you-know-who which will be on the first dayf school and the next day will the events. If they do censor anything, I think it will be too late to change..maniss.

As for Fezun and Rose..we are not sure what they are up to.

Btw we are planning of having raya convoy on 4th Oct..the ex5h-ians (yg inda belayarlah) and geng-geng mps. Picture of those moments will be captured and Insya-Allah, will be uploaded here.

Btw sapa yg mau, we have 3 seats left!

Jauh ne kami beraya, dari gadong, ke salambigar, ke lambak, balik ke gadong, ke bunut, arah empire, ke tutong, ke belait, ke lumut, ke limbang...

N if kamu yg di uk teliat bus purple disana, ada cap "KAMI BERAYA'" bah kami tah tuuu datang.

UNTIL THEN THIS BLOG WILL BE DEAD..PASALNYA KAMI BUSY HAHAH RAYA COMING UP!

Here are some photos I took during the rehearsal. Sorry for blurry photos due to shaky head and burning ears

BEDFORD~ time sungkai 13 september 2008

2008-09-20T01:13:00.022+08:00

Assalamualaikum to those who knows me!!!!! as well as people who doesnt know me!!!!

It's been a very long time since I posted my last post..

Okey..

Let the pictures do all the talking and I hope that you guys enjoy to see it;)
This pictures was taken by my friend Saidi from Bedford School

This is the place that we went to...

The restaurant is called SAFFRON.
It is an Indian Restaurant... Nice!!!

This is me with Izyan (our senior)

Look at all the food!!!

That is Liyana.. (one of my friend in Bedfordhigh)

That is Saidi... the person who took all of the pictures

There are 16 of us.. including the seniors...

The one whose wearing purple is Nabilah (also one of my friend)

Gila PHYSICS ni..... jgn kamu......

That's all for now..

I'll upload more pictures for you guys to see next time...

Until then,

LOVE YOU!!

-Aziemah-

Bitch-ing!

2008-09-13T22:41:00.004+08:00

Owh k. It is official. All scholarshipians are gone.

We have to move on.

Those who are left, are the potential persons who are going to sit next to you during our graduation.

We have about 1 year to get to know each other. So embrace this oppurtunity to foster mutual relationship among us the Pu1 2008 batch. Karang nyasal nda sampat get to know each. This is important as you will be working as committes for our graduation. You guys will be the heads and ast. heads, kami mps will just be the coordinators sja ne..

Owh K

mmmmmm

I received a message from Zaw requesting me and others to keep this blog alive..

YES, Zaw! Very Interesting request!

Owh k What to blog ahh?

ahhhhh!! Lets start!

This afternoon, we mp had a small meeting just to sort things out before the holiday-over time.

We had this conversation about someone is buzzing around and make a big question on the necessity of having audition for the upcoming events we mp will be organising. That someone(dont know who) stated that the performances for upcoming events do not deserve to be auditioned pasal they are not really bllalal blalla events that need proper performances.

OWH K. HERE ARE MY REPLIES:

Pertama sekali. Pasal ramai orang came for auditions bah with a lot of different songs and performances, NDAKAN kami mp nda payah audition dorang ane..and just put their performances in the programme. There are around 20++ students came in so if kami inda audition, all 20++ students will be performing tahh tuuu...It will take a long time like hell! Karang kamu ja complen keboringan and tend to escape!

My second point. Not all students came in cud sing as well as "hgfhgdlhgflha". Nadakan yg NADA lawa atupun kami msukn arah programme. Cum on lah be more logical and rational. There are few students yg we know talented, we just said yes to them and no need audition..ATU PASALNYA KAMI TAU UDAH DORG LAWA N MANIS N PANDAI MENYANYI MCM HHDGFHAGFAHD UDAH!

My last and foremost point. It maybe easy for u said that they are jus minor events. But u did mention they are for teachers and students. So pasal ane tah..KAMI MP we need to censor and restrict the perfomances. U noe it some students tend to loss control and act wild. AND WE DONT WANT THAT.NOT IN FRONT OF TCHAS. if acara bergambus...BRING IT ON! But sweety, there are all school functions where we have proper college administration, professional educators, Islam as our principle MIB as our concept. Sorylah u felt offended bcoz of racism. We are not racist here. If this action of wildness do happen, we mp will be slaughtered and my head is first in line.

Please understand that we mp try enforce disciplines among the students meanwhile we are keeping both parties as in the students and teachers happy. Please understand our positions.It probably easy for u to just sit and view what's going on. Try to be in our positions , u will do the same thing!. therefore do not judge our creadibility and do respect our responsibilities AND WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING!

Sorry for any offensive tone

Im being bitchy!

Feel free to debate with me!

The time has come

2008-09-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

Greetings fellow earthlings.

Im leaving.

I just wanna say sorry for all my wrong doings and thank you for everything. You guys are the best. I have been through lots of ups and downs with you guys and my almost six years journey in MS was anything but ordinary. I learnt a lot through my years in MS and I’ve enjoyed my every moments with you guys.

Well, friends ... wish me luck (i'll be needing it!) and hopefully I'll see you there too soon. Guys, don’t forget me ;p coz I wont forget you guys <3 size="4">All the best to you guys and good luck in everything you do. I wish you guys a happy life, good health and success always. I believe you guys can do it! Focus on your exams and strive for excellence. Believe that you guys can do it.

I'm off but before that here this;

Nothing last forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world I'd make it last

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart
Is the only way for destiny

Glad I have the chance to know you guys!
Bye for NOW...
See you soon! I'll be back.....

Love you always;
zaW
-readyornotihavetoleave-

p/s: fiqah dapat kamu buat tu all the mp activities… everything will be fine=) Dun worry!
Sama I totally get you if you don’t want to send me. Sebab atu tah aku inda pernah antar anyone d airport except for Sarah Hana cause Im not strong enough to go through that ‘goodbye’ moments again and again. Cukup tah masa farewell dinner saja and on the 8th….

pps: Geng;fyzah,bonda,fahizun,fiqah,ros,rai,seng,Nabs and everyone stay strong and believe in yourself… Gonna miss you guys! Do your best and take care…See you in 2010!!

‘Our memories will never fade away. As we begin to separate, only the memories of ours will keep our friendship going strong...’

2008-09-07T08:37:00.006+08:00

Tribute to Ultimate Fren Zaw

As Zaw managed to pull herself to compose the previous tributes so I guess it's the time for a tribute to Zaw now.

Ok How can I put this?

Name: Norzawani Ishak
Nickname: well various different nicknames arise
Zaw, Wani, Zawani, Zow, ZawThawLiangNee, Zaw Thao Liang Toon & and now there one more nickname in processes of creating, thinking and publicising. As I was informed, this brand new nickname will be launched as soon as Zaw set foot in UK..simply nama ane for kawan-kawanya orang putih di sana lahh..it is actually to make the name more convenient for orang putih yg payah kan sabut nama orang melayu..ehhhh So Zaw with wise thinking came up with the iniative asking ppl which nickname suits her better.
DOB: 24th October (Zaw, aku probably drive dulu)
Heart of Brunei: keriam, Tutong

Here, the story begins.

Year 2003 witnessed our brief but yet sweet frenship. I started to know her in my ugama class, 5 Ha..A class that cud be distingushed by other so easy..the left-out class yang di ujung sekali..mcm di ujung dunia rasanya apa inda..munya 1/3 of the classrom received minimum amout of light pasal terblock oleh d other bangunan...wawawaawa ok back to Zaw. My first impression on this girl is "kan matiii...tinggi banar ja bini-bini ane...susu apa diminumnya ane"..Back then, students in our batch were liked cute mute biut and C zaw kali paling tinggi. She even beat C aziz, warga yang paling KLCC sekali ahh tym atu lahhh but not now lah!..Back then it was like Zaw the giant of beanstalk..we all were the Jackss.

I can never erased our very first memory pasal record book. Tym atu mcm style lama masih pakai record book segala yang we inherited since we were in pra ugama..so all sweet, dreadful comments,lousy marks that we got in the exam were archieved in that very cali record books.Our teacher asked us to hand in our record book.everyone was busy rummaging his/her back in search of the record book.Everyone except me and Zaw. I was so confident that I had my record book in my bag and dengan egonya refused to take it out with in mind, 'karangtah ehh ku mengeluarkan,biartia orang menghantar dulu'. Zaw on the other hand, all in her panic state, was so confident that she left her record book at home. With hersef being the only student who wud not hand in the record book, she started to panic and afraid that she reputation wud be scratched on her first of school..she started to ask to other students in search of accompany.

ZAW;'Ada ko membawa recordbook mu?'(kedagaran udah intonasi panik)
CHOO: 'ADA' (in contrary to zaw, this intonasi was much more over the top with confidence)

C Zaw bertambah panik.

Then I realised it was to the time for my so biru record bok.I started rummaging my bag and struggle to find my record book..Ohhhh Shegegegettt I left it as well. Still in enriched with confident, I told Zaw what had happened.and zaw finally got an accompany.

Those who read this may find just a minor memory and a major apakan. well for both Zaw and me, we find one it too nice to erased and wud laugh when recall this.

The other memory is about the career logbook..that Im sure all you can recall. I remembered that Zaw once told me her logbook received a compliment from CK Harisah and her logbook was recognised as most neat, organised and lawa mcm tuanya- quote CK Harisah. With jealousy sipped in and my logbook was too contrary to zaw's, I decided to borrow her logbook and with aim to copy those I missed. It turned out that I was so lazy to copy and never touch her logbook and kept in instead in my bag untouched for about a week. The day came, I gave back the logbook and pass it on to Zaw. Zaw flipped the cover and to her surprise wawawawawawa happened. I turned around to zaw to check out what had happened. I flipped the cover..wahhhh Shegeggegegt the very first page of her logbook was crumpled like a crumpled and torn love note when u heartbroken. Kami punya reaksi muka ari atu mcm bakas meliat antu bungkus, speechless brabiss with in mind clueless who was to blame...astahhhh.Since then Zaw logbook was never a neat,oragnised anymore...hahahahah

Well in ugama class, we created a lot of memorable moments together. Kami makan tym belajar, kami men mobile which that time was illegal to even bring, kami berhibun bla bla bla, we had girl talk and we even compete in tests and exam.

The next two years, kami nada brapa mingled pasalnya kami nada sama klas for both pagi and patang..well we kept in touch tho..everytime we stumbled in walkway, we lift up our eyebrows and heads indicating "AHHH Yooo, wats up?" but we just passed by each other and kept the question unanswered or sumtym kami senyum saja.

In 2006, we were destined to be in a class. MA 4H. This is where mutual and very close frenship started to blossom. It witnessed Heart of Seven to be reunited. This year, we started our journey in holding responsibilities as MP. It was a cake of laughter with all various jokes be d topping.

This year also witnessed the destruction of Fiqahco (sorry this is quite personal!)

As MPs, zaw and me coorperated together putting our efforts as one together with shidah in conducting activities. A lot of valuable experience we gained. A lot of memories we created. A lot of complicts we developed.All those twists, tears and laughters, jealousy being MPs were blended together.

In 2007, responsibilties as MPs were lessen. More tym with HO7. Therefore more laughs, laughs, laughs, jokes, jokes and the cake was now even bigger. kami selalu ordered arah jolibee, ideal and mC Donalds the culprits were Sad n Zaw pasalnya dorang yg selalu lapar..nda padan dengan parut damit tapi kuat makan. Kami buat bio project pasal food segala..we came up with gigantic food pyramid and MR Obese, menus yg healthy and unhealthy.

We took alot of pictures together. We joined netball except Zaw because she is too naive to betray her old team. We loss together and what did I get personally..torn and lose ligaments and Zaw got bronze medal. She deserved it as she is a good GD pasal badanya tingi wahh iatah ia andal barabiss.

Jokes were jokes and we realised when to get serious. O Level came up. The exam that caused our separation.

In 2008, a menu is introduced. Bigger cake and cocktail of tears, hatred, laugh and sweet memories. We went out for movie tym c fahizun bufday, yg c bonda n zaw ketawa banar-banar ahahahhaha pasal c jet li in that scene ketawa so dorg pun ikut ketawa. The entire org yg meliat wayg atu pun meliat kami..wawawawa pasal kami bising ketawa lagak-lagak.Then kami berjiwang lagu pretty boy hahhaha

O level result came up. Zaw's road was diverging ahead. Twist of fate and patience also lied ahead.

Zaw's hope to get scholarship at first place was turned down. We continued to be happy with in mind A level ahead us and let Ziemah go. We went for a farewell for ziemah d soon lee. The next day, Mt Dana erupted. Fyzah and me went to forum majlis Ilmu in the morning, with nothing we cud do kami ketawa lagi as if this world was ours. Little did I expect that the afternoon wud invite gallons of tears. Zaw is permitted to go. She got scholarship. She got her second chance.

The following days were surrounded with cloudy days. Cafeteria was missing few ppls who used to cheer the situation up.

Its all confirmed and no way turning back.

Day by days, people started to dissappear.Deep in my heart was a feeling of sadness. Deep in my mind was a wonder 'sunyi, is our graduation to be?'

I told myself to hang in there, to understand why ppls have to come and go of your life, to bear with upcoming graduation stuffs and all.

No point of crying. No tears will rewind everything.

I have been preparing myself and I will not cry over things that we sud be happy for.

I told mysef that I can bear this 8th of september. I was being such egoistic myself when I told that I wud not cry on that day. But I gave it a second thought. I am actually vulnerable, I will cry when I see ppl cry and I probably cudn't bear to wave u a go! Therefore I made a selfish decision that I will not send u on 8th september.

I just let 6th september be a last day I see, talk and hugged u! wawawwa mcm mati laki udah usulnya.

8th September, 7.35 pm It is official that we go for separation!

Farewell Zaw and Thanks For always be there!
Sorry that I made a selfish decision
Well, its that a goodbye anyway!
Btw selau check ur emails.

P/s: Farewel ja rah c sabri and Sad
To Bokh: hapi bufday! Ko slalu tanya f aku rindu ko kah inda f ko blayar....AU tah aku rindu ko!

Like I knew I would

2008-08-31T16:38:00.003+08:00

Greetings people...

Today's a Sunday. As usual I have nothing to do and Im bored. Well, there's stuff to do actually like packing and cleaning my room but too lazy to do all that instead im sitting here infront of the computer and start writing this pointless post which i have no idea what it is about.

Okay let me think for a moment...

Still thinking....

And yea still thinking...

Okay my brain's dead. I guess to much rest ain't good for your brain.

I give up, malas ku bepikir eh I prefer to hunt for amazing articles or poems for me to post here than babbling about my not so fun day.

Here's a good poem btw;

Like I Knew I Would

I heard a song yesterday
And it reminded me of youI’ve heard it play a hundred times before.
But I thought of you and smiled
I wish that you were here, or I was there
I guess I miss you
Like I knew I would

I saw little boys today
And he reminded me of you
I’ve seen boys play before today but
He made me think of you and how you laughed
I guess I miss you

And later I was reading back
To how things wereAnd I was laughing through my tears
At the thought of you
How I wished that you were here, or I was there
And I was missing you
Like I knew I would

And if I never see you again this side of forever
Can I tell you that I love you
That I’ll never forget you,
Even though you’ll forget me
And that’s okay
For when I think of you I always smile
Like I knew I would.

Guess that's all for today. Happy fasting...and im out to think!

Love you always;
-likeiknewiwould-
zaW
sevendaysleft

2008-08-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

To Ultimate Friends - ZAW, ZIEMAH, WAJEE, TIQAH N SAD

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

Don't mind me

2008-08-29T23:12:00.004+08:00

Greetings...

Hye guys I just felt the urge to write a post. walaupun aku alum tau pakan ku buat tapi aku macam mau taip jua. Aku macam dalam this huge dilemma tapi macam aku udah sort everything out. It was not a big deal after all. Just mixed feelings. Already straighten everything out with the help of a friend. Nothing big. Just too much thinking. Iatah macam aku inda dapat bepikir. Everything's fine.

Pakan yang ku cakapkan ane. entah eh i just want to write everything out walaupun some of you might not understand. well, I doubt none would understand.(haha...)

I pretty much feel stupid writing all this. Nvm, you'll get used to my nonsense and useless idiotic post now and then. Actually it is nothing. I was just confused with my feelings and emotions so just need to untangle the mess. Haha... I need to stop.

Need to start packing...
Anyways, thanks friends for always being there for me (this thank you goes to all of you btw)

P/s: still haven't decide cana kan spell zoe?? ZOEY or ZOWIE or ZOE? Haha...

Diam tah zaw eh. bah, atu saja.

Still love you guys,
zaW...
-iwritetocalmmyselfdown-

My flight

2008-08-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

Greetings...

Sorry for this interuption, there is one announcement....(pakan, rindu ku batah udah inda buat announcement)

This announcement is from me, to you.

Flight ku kana tukar ke 08.09.08. Bukan lagi 02.09.08.

I repeat.

Flight ku kana tukar ke 08.09.08. Bukan lagi 02.09.08.

Sekian harap maklum.

End of announcement, thank you.

You know i love you,
zawani
- c sarah ckap nama org putih ku c zoe tapi aku alum decide cana spellingnya; either zowie or zoey or zoe, pakan aku ah. sekadar...-

p/s: c fyzahmemoo plg dulu bagi aku nama atu.

Bah im out...

Tribute to my other friend

2008-08-25T21:52:00.008+08:00

This lovely friend of mine was born under a lucky star on August 11th 1991. She was named Wajeehah, Wajee for short or some might called her Gee. This friend of mine has obtained great results in her O level to place herself on the track towards scholarship. She will be flying off to UK on 26th August which is tomorrow. She will be studying at Cheltenham Ladies' College.

Wajeehah; aku mula kenal ia masa form 1. Well, it was because kami classmates. Back then masa lower forms, kami jarang lah bercakap pasal kami alum geng lah, cematu...

Masa mula-mula melihat ia, ia nampak serious, smart, hardworking and knows what she's doing. Nampak pintar lah c wajee ani. Well, semua pulang banar tu my first impression arah ia ah. Tapi what I didn't know was that she's funny,humble and baik berabis jua...

Kami start rapat masa form 4 sebab kami ngam classmate jua. So aku seklass sama ia since form 1 udah. Wow five years of classmates!Masa Pre U saja inda sebab ia masuk Nerds' class and aku inda. Masa form 4 /form 5 lah byk our moments. Btw kami dua tahun sama CCA jua. Form 3; volleyball then form 4 MS youth Iniative.

Sama, aku duduk sebelahnya masa form4 and form5. Kami rapat banarlah masa 2006 and 2007. Sekarang rapat jualah tapi inda selalu lagi hang out. Dulu mun kana suruh form group masa dalam klass mesti jua aku sama ia tu. Inda rapat di mana jua tu?

BTW, this year she was elected as a member of student councils. This year hang out dengan ia d kaunseling room mostly. kalau masa form 4 and form5 arah klas 4H and 5H. Banyak tu sejarahnya klas ah. Iatah dimana org2 H class selalu melepak tu. Dari pagi sampai petang, almost everyday tu kami stayback. Well, kecuali Jumaat and Ahad lah.. Haha... *Sigh* That was the good old days... I miss those days.

Now, orang2 H selalu lepak arah the so called loser table d kantin ah. Kadang2 di Library (tempat yang ku benci) or arah concourse. Okay back to Wajee...

Wajee ane ia balik2 jua kana bawa interschool competition yang aku pun inda terhitung berapa (well aku inda tahu plg tu berapa... haha) Yangku recall Kuiz tanah airku and yang physics thingy. Inda ku ingat lagi yang lain, tapi no doubt she's intelligent.

Anyway wajee... You are one great friend. Lucky to have you as a friend. We've been through a lots and I thanked you for always being there for me. I enjoyed every seconds I spent with you. You're awesome! Won't forget you and I'll always cherish our friendship.And Im sorry for all my wrong doings and good luck yea!! We'll keep in touch... Sama post tah as frequent as possible di sini supaya kami updated dgn perkembangan mu. I love you...

I know this post inda seberapa tapi it is the thought that counts, right? But nevertheless, you know i still love you...

-You have brighten my little world-

Love you always,
zaW
-Thank you for everything wajee-

p/s: sorry aku inda dapat antar ko bsuk. Sorry berabis...I wish you a safe flight=D

A LAST WAVE TO NURUL AZIEMAH ANAWI

2008-08-24T20:55:00.004+08:00

Ziemah,

We treasure the moments that we had spent together. It has been a great pleasure knowing and having you as a fren. We will always remember your jokes, laughter, silly attitude, slow-response, mabuk expression and blurry mind. Eventhough these maybe negative but that are what make you so difference and special. Take care Ziemah.

JGN LUPA SEMBAHYANG
DO NOT LET ANY ACCIDENCE HAPPEN..WAWAWAWA

Goodbye...

2008-08-24T11:27:00.000+08:00

Hey guyz.. juz wana say gudbye. since dis is my very last day. haha.

It is a horrible feeling to leave you guys. And it is WORST to say goodbye.

Okey, let me start. 24th aug... 24th aug... hmmm.. Its today! Today i'll leave Brunei. Today i'll leave my family. Today i'll leave my friends. Obviously i'll going to leave all my Brunei life right here. Right here baby! U know wat am i saying!

I woke up early dis morning around 4 am. I didnt have enough sleep as I hardly closed my eyes. I kept tinking n tinking. Wat am I going to do? I felt helpless n dis question immediately came across my mind.. Weird huh. "sudahkah durg c fiqah,zaw,fyzah,ros mandi d swimming pool?" haha.

Immediately after I woke up, I went to my parents room. Juz to see them sleeping but unfortunately kna marah bcoz I switched on the light. Then I went to my siblings room. To see them sleeping as well. Brutah ada feeling guilty bcoz dulu slalu bekelahi, beucap-ucapan nda pandai branti.

Lps atu taulah kamu.. Kejamban lps tu menanggis teresak-esak alone. But now im ok. Sorry critaku ani boring. Nada bakat bercrita. hahahah.

I take dis oppurtunity to say im sorry 4 all my wrongdoings. The gengs, keep in touch always. Take care.

I luv u guys alwayS..
Aziemah

2008-08-22T22:59:00.004+08:00

Hello Pedros!

Wawawwwawawaa

Guessss who's backkkk?

wawawaw

Everyone say it out loud!

Fiqah wat?

*********cricket*****cricket*****

Fiqah wat?

*********cricket*****cricket*****

Wawawwawa

It's FIQAH CHOO wawawa

wawawaw

Just wana make my re-entrance more grand, well apparently kurang sabutan...(apanya c fiqah ahh, booooyaaaa!)

I'm back today at 5.30 pm, arrived home around 5.40 pm

I cant believe my house is that hampirr bangett. If di Thailand ne, probably I was still in the airport. (apanya c fiqah ahh, booooyaaaa!)

As I arrived, aku taruss zoomed ke wawawa--toilet then took 5 min touch-up before Rai's arrival to pick me up for the rehearsal, well I need to be updated with the aturcara for the MC-ing and also catch-up what's going on in Brunei when I missed in action..wawa hectic brabissss

I wonder what's up with Lemon? maybe planting lemon tree right now..wawaw

In the rehearsal?malas saya cerita wawawaw

My report on my action in Thailand will follow soon..ngaleh saya ari ni!

REMINDER

2008-08-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

This is due to sleepover at holiday lodge hotel

please be reminded that don't forget to bring your own:
1) pop mie, maggie dan segala laksa yang boleh di makan.
2) baju, including pakaian untuk mandi. ALERT: you're not allowed to bring any clothes that could possibly expose yourself. hahaha get it get it?
3) any junk food, if possible bring any of your favourite food. this is excusable for our own health since Ramadhan is coming up and during that we can decrease our excess calories. (alasan)
4) bantal especially yang mentioned her bantal buruk at the previous post atu. and this is for sure to avoid you guys dari bepatahan tulang and to avoid dari jadi sudirman di sofa.
5) your own money for the room payment, at least bring $10. bergadai jam karang. this is refered to jam c piqahco. hahaha yang nationl day daling.

okey, i think thats all so far since i know no one reads this blog until next few days. hahaha.
by the way, no need to bring torch light kah apa. malas kan gtau but i glow in the dark. hahahahaha!

ready for the dinner!

cricket cricket

fyahmemoo

tidak pasti

2008-08-22T15:09:00.002+08:00

try to read this blog macam MR.jee cakap (satu-satu)

well, here i am again. long time no see. been busy posting arah my blog (which is sama jua belangau nya).

okey, maybe the way i updated this blog is a lil bit strange. i don't know also why our picture so sudden becomes that big. a correct word to propose this kind of picture is GIANT. and maybe some of you guys are wondering where the hell the widgets are. hahaha i didn't mean it. Their dissapearance maybe something to do with me. like duh~. who else yang suka merusak-rusakkan barang ane.

okey, it is better like this. if you guys get mad, i'll attend school tomorrow. there you have chances to kill me right away. but it is better if you guys wait until after the dinner. hahaha i'm trying to negotiate here. hahahaha sorry guys. i didn't mean to.

by the way, i just realised that the clock is not really working. i mean, it works but hey how can we tell what time is it. hahahaha (sampat g mengomplain tu)

i'm not sure about my title for this post. that is why i put it as "tidak past". i rather put something that doesn't make sense rather than being lame. hahahaha wth.

this post is specially wrote by me just to apologise on what i did with this blog. sorry for the links and whatever lost. it seems that the song is not working also. maybe because this blog have been langauing for a long time.

the very very bersalah kid,
fyzahmemoo

2nd post of the day

2008-08-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

Greetings earthlings!

I just want to share a story with you guys. The story is about, well read it for yourself…

Story of Mine

We were closed; friendship of ours is our most precious treasure. We knew each other since we were just a little girl. We enjoy doing stuffs together and most of the time we enjoy laughing our heads off to our own jokes. For us, laughing is a crucial necessity in our daily life. We can’t seem to live a day without laughing. Laughing, it always makes us feel better. When we feel unhappy, we never forget to remind each other to have a good laugh and laugh all the problems away.

Like I said, we WERE closed and all the stuffs that I have just mentioned above are the things we used to do back when we were still closed. Now, you have been given an opportunity to choose the road that you had always dream about which was figure skating so you grabbed at that opportunity without delay. A huge dilemma hit us. Is our friendship over? You choose to leave and I choose to stay.

Sure, we said stuffs like long distance friendship will be fine. We know we can handle the distance but then deep down we believed it will never work. Still, we keep our hopes high, thinking that we can do this and overcome this distance barrier as we will meet again in few years time. Rather than spending our last moments together, we were instead busy doing our own stuffs and being totally ignorance with each other presence. We never did realize the value of our friendship. At that time, we were stupid enough to let distance ruined our friendship.

We started to drift apart, I started hanging out with my new friends and I was never there for you anymore. Over the years, we were busy with our own lives that we forgot about each other existence. The last time I talked to you was on the day you left. You left me with a promise that we’ll keep in touch but then none of us held to that promise. Well, it was probably just me who had broken the pact as I moved to a new city and changed all my contact numbers. I guess that is why you couldn’t reach me and I know it was selfish of me to do all that but you left me when I needed you the most.

One day, I received a mail and here is what it said…

Dearest friend,
I know you’re running away from me and I know you didn’t want me to find you but I have something to tell you. It took me years to find you and I’m sorry I didn’t get to say a proper farewell. There is no easier way to say this but I guess when this mail reach you, it will already be too late.

I know you’re confused right now but here it goes. The truth is I’m dying. I only have about one and a half month to live so I pretty much don’t have much time left. I just want to say sorry for leaving you behind but you should have known that I’ll be coming back soon. Thank you for everything you have done for me and I would never trade the whole world for the friendship you have given me.

I know you think this is a big lie but it is not. When I’m gone, promise me that you will be strong and never will you regret the past. Please don’t blame yourself as I always said everything happens for reasons.

Yours truly…

Yes, it was already too late for me when the mail arrived. For you, I promise to keep this friendship much alive for our greatest memories will always be with me. I’m sorry for not able to be there for you at your very last moments and I do promise you that I’ll be strong.

End of story.

Every story has morals of its own so here are some of the lessons I have learnt;

Lessons learnt:
-Appreciate what you have before it’s too late
-Friendship is valuable and it is unbreakable by distant
-Don’t be selfish, think of others too
-Everything happens for reasons
-Opportunity only comes once so when it comes knocking at your door, don’t hesitate to answer it
-Laughter is the best medicine

Those are all the lessons I could think about right now.
Yang lain kamu pikir tah sendiri, olryte…

Fellow friends,
I would like to apologise for all my wrong doings and thank you for everything. I just wanna tell you guys how lucky am I to know such a lovely friends like you. You have made a difference and I love you.

Ok I’m out.

Friends-are-precious
Love,
zaW
what L competes me?

Tribute to Ziemah

2008-08-21T11:28:00.003+08:00

Alum plg ia belayar tapi macam aku mau buat awal2, krg lupa ku... haha. bah, allow me to start...

C Ziemah yang nombor dua dari kanan.

Sori ziem aku nada gambar ko sorg;p

Basic Detail:

Name: Nurul Aziemah Anawi
Nick : Ketones
Birth date : 13 November 1990
Zodiac : Scorpio
Sport house : Laksamana
Crushes: ___________ (Let her fill the blank)
Currently staying at Lumapas
Soon to be teacher
Will be studying at Bedford High School for Girls (BHSG)

I think that is enough basic.

She is one of the special scheme scholarshipians and will be flying off to UK on 24th August.

I knew her in form 1 obviously because we were classmates. When I think back, I really really have no idea how to describe her (well this is probably because I am very lousy and awful in describing. My description technique is pretty much dreadful.)

C ziemah ane seingat ku ia jarang kan makan mun masa break or lunch selalunya ia minum saja. And selalunya ia minum the so called minuman kubur ‘Green Tea’. Iatah barangkali disebabkan kejarangan makan atu, ia punya urine ada ketones.

Then selalunya masa kami ramai-ramai becerita ia macam selalu inda geddit pa yang kami cakapkan. Ia selalu tebanggang. Then masa kami habis laughing at the jokes barutah ia geddit. Well, you’ll get used to her slow reflex when you get to know her better.

Sama aku baru ingat, some call her mabuk. Pasal ia selalu mabuk lah. Nada deh, sebab ia selalu macam lost… inda tau what’s going on. Cematulah….

Sama ia dulu masa primary school pernah menang badminton competition thingy. Then ia pernah ikut volleyball school team sama ia pernah main softball plus ia pandai jua main bowling. Ia handal jua main netball. Tapi bab-bab lumba lari inda ia minat tu. So ia active jua lah dalam bab-bab sukan ane.

Ia masa form 5 option subjectnya history, kali udah PU1 mengambil history lagi ia. So it shows yang ia minat jualah dalam mata pelajaran sejarah ane. Pasal mun ia banci history, indakan ia ngambil historykan. Inda ja?

Aku becerita ane macam boring tah plg. Well I can assure you that she is not boring. She is fun to be around with. Clumsy at times, not all the times though. Cali jua mun ia becali. She is clever and a good friend.

Ziem, jgn lost contact eh nanti. Sama post tah on the blog as frequent as you can.
-Ziem, sori eh mun ada tersilap kata.Ampunku pinta.-

In a few years time, she will returned back to Brunei as a successful teacher/lecturer. Insyaallah…

I hope you’ll succeed in chasing your dream. Forgive me for all my wrong doings and thanks for everything. You’re the best!

p/s: Sori aku inda dapat antar ko. Sori berabisss…..

See you soon….
Love you always,
zaW….

'Friend Always'

Short Update, I guess emmmm?

2008-08-17T21:51:00.006+08:00

Hello Pedross (Not sure what it really means but it sounds co0l and I stole it from Izzy)

It's just a short update before I go for Thailand tomorw. I hate to leave and instead I want to spare more time with HO7 scholarshipians since they are leaving soon. I wished to spend their last few days in Brunei with them before they start their brand new journeys in UK. I really hope that the next few days we have, able to spare the next 400 days without u guys.

U do realise time passes so quickly even when u blink it takes 2 second. huaaa hahaha (apakan?!)

All I want to say is that, clock never stop clicking and we must appreciate the time we have left! So I hope for next few days (even without me) achieve more memorable, funny, laughters, jokes and unveil confessions..whuhuhuhaaaaaa!

Brunei will be missing me in the next few days. I will miss in action. Brunei will be a very quiet place like monk sanctuary without my presence. No Fiqahco's voice yg sumbang, no suara yg nyaring amat, no fiqahco's palui punya joke, no swearing-palui-mati-words will be heard in the next few days,if u do they are trying to clone Fiqahco. They are clones just like Prof. Klon yg lame bangettt. wahhahhhahhaaaa

Things That I will miss a lot:

7) Mee Mameee (this was my sahur for the last few days)

6) Susu Marigold yg berjual di kanteen (this seduced me alot sampai aku TERsungkai tym puasa d skulah)

5) Aiyaa Sheeeegeeet I will miss the last part of Dr Who (mati ja bnr!)

4) Lemon (eye-candy)

3) Zaw, Ziemah, Sad, Wajee, Sabri (they don't get the number 1 spot since i already noe that dorg kan vanish so I alredy start missing them mcm berkurun yg lalu)

2) Bonda (my soul mate), Memoo (stalking partner), fezun (bowling yayay), Rose (Brunei's Billie Piper - she is casting the Brunei version of Dr Who recently namely, Dr Hugaaaagaaa) (they stole the number 2 spot becozz..........to be continue)

1) My bantal buruk (i wanted to bring this along so badly but my mum badly objected. I asked why..ia ckp "mati krg roomate mu atu mencium bau bantal mu ahh". Nada pa tah.. I will bring my bantal buruk tym sleepover after dinner) whhahhahahah

Things that I will not miss definitely:

6) Bman( I hate bman)

5) Bman (I already miss Lemon)

4) Bman (Bman is egois lo gitu)

3) Bman (Bman lies to Bmanself)

2) Bman (Bman always bla..blaa..blaaa)

1) Bman (I hate Bman, I already miss Lemon, Bman is egois lo gitu, Bman lies to Bmanself, Bman always Bla...bla...blaa..)

Bman is nobody!! Dun ask me who!!

If this is offensive ---> (The only reason u think this is ofensive is U think ure the Bman. Then ure 1000% correct whahahah 1000% Bman is u!) Do not flag this..I will flag u with brunei's flag..hahaha

p/s: My this very rare request goes to ziemah: can u stay after dinner?

So every1 GTG,

keep breathing,

Few days left!!!

And Im being bithcy!

Second Chances

2008-08-02T21:26:00.004+08:00

(This ain’t an epic post)

Sound familiar? These are the words that keep buzzing around for the past few days. Well for newly-given-scholarships-students, miracle happened. No need for me to describe in details. Well-informed, the students are.

Second chances also happened to me past few days. Not that I got a scholarship. But I got my second chances in other ways. It’s not just A second chance but second chancessssss.

First when I heard those who were rejected are no longer rejected and given second chances, I told myself ‘ so lucky, they are! Well I guess no luck x for me. Biasa orang jaihh jaiihh x ahh !’

But soon I realized second chances are not all pasal kan study abroad. Things happened and evolved around. There are plenty of things that happened to me and the rest of the HO7 that associate with second chances lately.

So first thing
Our second chance outing.

Our very first outing was to celebrate Fezun’s bufday. We went to the movie together and nyanyi dan berjiwang lagu pretty boy!

So our second outing took a blast on Sunday 27^th July. We were actually to get together before Ziemah blayar and to celebrate c Rose punya bufday. But Rose cudnt make it. So the outing was for Ziemah then. Our plan to play bowling (since c Ziemah suka men bowling) was hatched and a failure when we knew that Seluruh bowling utama kana booked oleh kerabat-kerabat, sanak saudara, anak-pinak, cucu-cicit n sahabat handai all came in to bowl. Cuba kamu imagine mcm seluruh penghuni Kampong Lambak Kanan came in men bowling..Nada sasak dmana. Sampai betamu gigi ane bahhh.

So we cancelled the plan and instead we sat and ate our hearts out at the very last table in the Jolibee near the sink. Loser side came in minds. Its ok we used to it. So our next mission was ke Soon Lee. Mereking sekitar baju-bajus just to get ideas on our outfits for the dinner. Mereking saja bukan membali. No money No Baju. So kame ended up mencuci mata saja.

Second Thing
My second chance as a nominee

Same day as the volcano of Dana erupted, I was called by Miss Ivy to fill in some forms. I was nominated for the EAST ASEAN + 3 Leadership Camp. I was chosen probably because student council is now as lapang as Kalahari Desert. Most of the MP is leaving, and then I got chosen. I had been in this situation before. I had been nominated to go to Phillipines and got interviewed. I didn’t make it. And this is my second chance. I don’t hope and expect too much though since I will have interviews to attend, essays to compost and bluffs to brag just to convince the interviewers that I can deliver a speech as well as Hillary Clinton and I can bring up arguments as well as my GP teacher. Honestly I hope nothing from this.

The third thing
My second tooth strike!

My wisdom tooth struck again. It didn’t appreciate my save last year and for the last two days it continued to put me into an agonizing world of migraines and extreme pain mcm kan bunuh diri rasanya. It’s the second time the tooth struck and without further thinking I told myself to get off of it. I asked my brother to send me to the dental clinic but no luck. The dental clinics that we went to, were all closed. Clinic gigi mana ja kan buka mlm. Itik n ayam lagi tidur, anikan manusia. We mereking sekitar bandar instead, since it was the last night of the perayaan. and my brother bought balloons for my little brother n sister.

So with nothing I cud do, I bear the dying pain for for 1 sleepless night. The next morning arrived, I zoommmm tarus ke dental gigi. Then I got it off.

So moral story; Jgn lupa barus gigi! Sudah sakit gigi rasanya kan matii! Bektah berbarus.

So guys, if aku missing during lunch, find me in d toilets. I will be there, busy ensuring my teeth plaque-free.

I have other 2 things which are all second chances. There are a bit personal, controvertional, memorable that I decide to keep them to myself. Hehehe

Btw congrats ZAW, WAJEE N ZIEMAH !!!!!

My story...

2008-07-31T00:28:00.009+08:00

Greeting earthlings....

Kita telah digegarkan dengan satu berita yang sangat menggemparkan. Ramai yang terkejut dengan berita ini(well sadang org2 yang tertentu plg saja tu). Pasal the 25 students yang telah dianugerahkan scholarship DANA. And Im one of the recipients...(which im grateful of)

Well, everyone is buzzingabout this scholarship thingie so here's my story about this whole scholarship thing:

WARNING: Long post ahead cause zaw's talking. So to anyone who hate long sentences and allergic to long wordy essay, please do not continue reading.

Ok you've decided to continue. Well just bear with me as i let my heart out...

On 19May, dorg yang dapat scholarship telah kana umumkan. And aku bukan one of them. So I ve promised myself to let go the pain and let it be.

I said to myself ,"I've missed this time but dont worry i'll get it next time" With that promise i try to be stronger and live everyday like usual. It turn out great, the fact that i'll not be leaving Brunei this year was not at all a disadvantage. I was happy with my life cause i dont have to leave my beloved friends and family. Aku telah belajar menerima kenyataan kerana saya percaya itu adalah yang terbaik untuk saya.

Then on 27 July i have received a call from MOE telling me to come to a briefing on Monday at 2pm. With no high expectation in mind,i just let the thought of that phone call fades. At that time I was busy shopping and searching the perfect gifts for my dearest scholarshipian friends with my beloved friends (fyzah,bonda,fiqah,tiqah,feruz,sad and fajin).

That night a friend of my mine told me to believe in second chance. I dont want to go through the pain of rejection again so i didnt want to believe. Then came monday,I was still in the state of denial thinking that it will only be a motivational talk or probably kami kana bagi rejection letter.

When I saw the list with my name stated on it, i still didnt want to believe. I dont want to get my hopes high as i dont want to fall again cause it really hurts. The higher i go, the harder the fall so that is why i was being pessimist and all that. I was so scared to fall again and i was afraid that i wont be able to pick myself up again. Plus, since the interviews lagi we always hear false rumours and a lot of stories which were very much untrue. This even makes me more pessimist than ever making me confused what to believe. So when the story came about us getting the scholarship i just let it slip through my mind and pretend i didnt know anything.

Masa tengahari i ended up crying tah plg and telling all my friends that im not ready to go and i dont want to leave,just yet. I want to be with them.

The moment of truth came when one of the officer from MOE told us the good news. For real, i did get the scholarship after all. Sampai ane aku masih alum percaya, rasanya macam mimpi. I wasnt quite sure what i've felt at that moment but for sure i was happy to see LESTER again -thecuteguyyanginterviewsamaaku-haha.... Im happy and sad at the same time. But aku bersyukur sangat2 kerana telah diberi peluang ini sekali lagi. I wont waste it. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Anyway, I am very grateful for evrything that had happened to me....I once said in my GP class i believe in second chance but why didnt i really believe it when i really should have.

I will no longer be afraid to take another fall cause every fall makes me even stronger and aku percaya semua itu adalah ujian dariNya di mana aku harus menghadapinya dengan redha dan menerimanya dengan hati yang terbuka. It also made me realised that life is full of surprises. Kita yang merancang tetapi Allah yang menentukan.All you got to do is have faith in yourself and wish for the best.

Huhh,i just wanna let it out... So guys, believe you can do it and you can. Percayalah semua yang terjadi itu ada hikmahnya.

OurMoments

Us, ready to fight and conquer our future!

The gals of 5H... Friendship that is built purely from our love for each other

Sorry some are not in the pictures but you know i still Love you guys...

P/s: Im going to stop here, if i continue any further i might even bored myself with my own post. haha...

-Notgonnacryforawhilesomeonetellmetosavemytearsfortherealfarewell-

im out

Love, zaW....

2008-07-30T15:56:00.005+08:00

I was once a child who likes reading books with pictures. kalau membaca newspaper pun, flicking through ganya, untuk apa? untuk meliat gambar. this was one of my bad habits that I had to get rid of.

TOO BAD THOUGH the habit is still there n i have to agree.... I like blog posts yang ada gambar. I always have.

so i rummaged around the picture folders for interesting pictures n I found these....

Say hello to NICOLE.

Nicole and her special organic cat food yg ia ganya tedapat. padantah labat-labat ke bulu.

cute!! tapi not mine. inda ku sanggup memelihara. just look at mine.

wait. on second thought, i dont want to post picnya. for security reasons. here's nicole again

bah adang tah. oh wow. 2 posts in a row.

"I'll be home for dinner"

2008-07-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

these days, things that happen to me would always have something to do with the biasiswa. Feelings, arguments, occasions, n even the expiry date arah the juice carton can make me go “oh, 28 august. Sudah ku blayar tu”.

N yesterday, it felt good. Because yesterday afternoon, I did something which finally took my mind of the scholarship. I just wanted to settle everything. Send whatever that needs to be sent to the MOE, selesaikan tia apa2 saja yang pending: forms, official cards, everything. Get it over with. I wanted a private moment too. I wanted to be by myself.

Antah, pokoknya I wanted to stay away from everyone. I didn’t even want to stay at home. So I did this by asking my father whether someone can take me for a drive. A drive to wherever I want to go. Selalunya I must have a purpose kalau kan bejalan sendiri dengan the supir. And I did. I had to send something to MOE. I wanted to do some shopping. But I didn’t tell my father that I desperately need to be alone.

I was looking forward to sitting at the car’s backseat. I wanted to be on a car ride, where u don’t have to worry about anything. You don’t have to worry about striking up a conversation because the person who’s driving is only paid to…… drive. I wanted to be with someone

Who didn’t care whether you’re busy with tissue Premier,

who didnt even bother to look at the side view mirror to see whether mata mu be-aing and

someone who didn’t ask kenapa semana-mana kau sibuk menyiruk ingus.

Someone whose main concern is to just bring u to your destination.

So I’m proud with myself. I took action. I didn’t need anyone to tell me what to do, what to buy, where to go. I was in charge. It was the most guilt-free and relaxed car ride ever. I could singgah to every Indian shop to buy whatever I want, without kana marahi, without worrying kan gagas-gagas balik rumah. I bought myself ice cream. The ultimate comfort food. With my own money. I found the whole driving/shopping thing very therapeutic. I walked out of supasave, feeling happy and content.

So the next time u need some cheering up, just:

hire a person to take you for a drive(preferably someone you don’t know)

pasang whatever jiwang song u have and

enjoy the ride. It works. This works best in taxis pulang.

If only the taxis in Brunei are cheap and abundant, I bet everyone will follow what Duffy did in her video Warwick Avenue.

I would :)

Lyrics to share

2008-07-29T22:00:00.004+08:00

Hye, these lyrics are requested by Nurul Aziemah Anawi. So enjoy and dalami tia lagu ah,ziemah. Nyanyi tah puas2.

I Believe I can Fly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can flyI believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Hey, cuz I believe in me, ohIf I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothign to it
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can flyI can flyI can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye

Leaving on a jet plane

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet planeDon't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

P/s: I hate to leave you guys....But tanx for everything tho'! Luvya all.

Love,
someonewhowillmissyouguys
zaW

Special in our own way

2008-07-25T19:19:00.003+08:00

Greetings again... Im back (again) to share a motivational story with you guys so hopefully you guys will be motivated. Here's a story about twenty dollars...

Twenty Dollars

A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked. "Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you - but first, let me do this."

He proceeded to crumple the 20 dollar note up. He then asked. "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air.

"Well," he replied, "what if I do this?" He dropped it on theground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless; but no matter what happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who love you. The worth of our lives comes, not in what we do or who we know, but by ...WHO WE ARE.You are special - don't ever forget it."

Just be yourself, remember you are special in your own way.

P/s: Bah guys when are you going to post? Byk dah inspirational articles and posts yang ku buat for the past few days. (well baru plg tiga buting tu ) Jadi motivator jua aku ane krg. -alamak terlebih sudah- Bh sudah tah ku becakap eh. makin panjang krg post ane. Bh, Im waiting for you guys to post.

Anyway, I hope sedikit sebanyak kamu termotivate dgn what Ive posted today (well not only today lah, for the past few days). There will always be ups and downs in life. So just remember to be yourself; set yourself free from guilts,regrets and fears; and remember the people who care and love you....Be strong and always believe that you can do it.

Lots of Luv,
zaW...

Chayo!!

Always by your side...

2008-07-24T19:28:00.003+08:00

Greeting people of earth. Im back to share a lesson i've just learnt tadi with you guys.

30 Seconds Quiz

Don't bother getting a pen and paper... just read... if you can't answer them, just keep going.

1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer prize.
5. Name the last five Academy Award winners for Best Actor and Actress.

How did you do? The point is, none of us remembers the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They're the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Now here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:

1. Name three teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worth while.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.

Easier?The lesson?

The people who make a difference in your life aren't the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They're the ones who care.

Cherish the people who care about you, treasure them with all your heart. When you feel alone or when you feel as if the whole world is against you, remember these people who care and love you. They will always be there for you no matter what happens...

"Forever By Your Side"

LoL,lots of luv

zaW

-it'sbeenamonth-

Lyrics Of the Day

2008-07-19T20:11:00.003+08:00

Dulu dan Selamanya

Kepada mu ku curahkan
Kepada mu ku buktikan
Segala yang ku janjikan
Dari dulu dan selamanya
Biar musim pun berganti
Namun aku kan kembali

Kepada mu disisi
Bersama lagi hanya kau ku sayangi
Biar hari berganti dan pergi
Kerana ku tahu kau kasihku
Kali ini ku kembali

Dalam alunan mesra sinar pagi
Ku genggam erat tangan mu
Ku bawa bersama, ke alam
Realiti dan fantasi

By the way, c amal performs lagu ane masa our dinner. So yea...Get used to the song, lyrics and melody. It's a nice song.I love it lyke berabis. Sama kalau kamu memahami liriknya lagi bisai. So dalami tah lagu ane. Lawa,cantik bah this song...

P/s: Sama c amal nyanyi lagu 'Bukan diriku' jua.

cHayo!

LoL, (lots of love)
zaW

Just Be Yourself

2008-07-18T11:24:00.009+08:00

I found this article quite inspiring so i ve decided to share it with you guys.

Set Yourself Free

Set yourself free from anything that might hinder you in becoming the person you want to be.

Free yourself from the uncertainties about your abilities or the worth of your dreams, from the fears that you may not be able to achieve them or that they won't be what you wanted.

Set yourself free from the past.

The good things from yesterday are still yours in memory; the things you want to forget you will, for tomorrow is only a sunrise away.

Free yourself from regret or guilt, and promise to live this day as fully as you can.

Set yourself free from the expectations of others, and never feel guilty or embarrassed if you do not live up to their standards.

You are most important to yourself; live by what you feel is best and right for you.

Others will come to respect your integrity and honesty.

Set yourself free to simply be yourself, and you will soar higher than you've ever dreamed.

So guys live up your dream, dont live by others expectations. Dont hold back, just reach out and seize your dream. Be yourself and never give up for what you believe in. Live each day to the fullest...

LoL(lots of love),

zaW

P/s: Apanya c zaw ah. bahapakan ku? Nda pa lah sekali sekala bukan selalu ku membari motivation ane. bah chayo...!

This is Us..

2008-07-16T13:04:00.005+08:00

From the Left= Ros, Ziemah, Fahizun, Wajeehah, Fyzah, Bunda and Zaw... Hmmm... Fiqahco where were you???

Ohhh. I remember know... Jadi Mascot Gal...

This picture is taken during the National Day.

Bedford ziemah

2008-07-15T07:20:00.003+08:00

ziemah, this is Bedford.

hahaha by the way, apa nama sekolah mu? i don't remember.

about the reunion tu, i'll make sure sampat and everyone comes. no worries, we won't laugh if kau kan "berjiwang" since kau kan blayar jua. iatah andang sunyi wah blog ane, kau bisai. hahaha. beautiful school ziemah?hahaha what? nda kau meliat "gelugut" dalam kolam sebalah meja tani makan atu?hahaha. oh yeah, siapa punya gambar tu yang tangan ah? buat nama eh. hahaha menjengkelkan. lurus kah tu ejaan nya? hahaha okey. bah

later,

tidak sunyi lagi,

fyzah memoo

This week

2008-07-11T09:41:00.002+08:00

This week is the most busy week in my whole life... Nda plang kali tu ah..?? Macam hari2 jua aku busy ani.. Tapi ani aku macam busy brabis.. Banyak kali sudah aku nda skulah. Macam siuk plang tapinya. Hahahahaah. Palau..

Tapi benar eh... Siuk..

But I dont think dat the teacher do really care since sama jua I'll be gone.. Like Zaw said, "It doesnt matter to you anymore ziemahh...

Hahahahah.. I know Zaw.. Really doesnt matter..

But this few dasys aku rasa macam sedih sja..

I mean I dun expect to leave our beautiful school especially the Geng...
Hahahaha..
I know this is kinda JIWANG but really... I mean it...

Dun laugh okey..

Aku meluahkan prasaan ni becoz I know f aku becakap di skulah like u all surely laugh...;D
Even me pun like laughing nanti...

Hahahahahaah.

Btw I hope that any parties that u geng wanna conduct must be b4 I fly off.. alrite...
I wanna be with u guyz untill the very lassst day to come..

Remember.. Okey.

The day when we were at the Mall!!!

2008-07-05T15:28:00.007+08:00

Wow!!! We look extremely awesom!!! And of course fantastic!!!

At the hospital

2008-07-03T07:07:00.002+08:00

Well, today its a typical day. Bangun awal2 pagi untuk pigi sekolah.. Except for me.. woke up early in the morning to go to the hospital. I hope everything will be fine.. My medical result!!!! Takut ku eh!!! Now, kami betolak dari rumah like 6.38 a.m. hmmm.... to be exact.... I know.... Awal brabiz- brabiz!!! Hahahahahahaha!!! Mama ku luan bersemangat brabiz....

Nada ken di liat awal pagi2 ani... I mean cute and hot guyz wah... Nada pagi2 ani.. Blm kli durang bangun.. Apakan??? Ken mencuci mata te plang awal2 pagi ani.. haha.

okey... Nada banyak ken di cakapkan ni.. u know pagi2 buta ani..
Hahahahahahaa....

menyalahgunakan blog ini sebagai photoblog gue

2008-07-02T15:21:00.007+08:00

my idea of blogging? mempost pictures yang tiada membawa apa-apa makna. mudah dan cepat.

n i'm feeling chinese today :)

n feeling singapore.... :)

gila, pictures ku ani layak masuk websites where they appreciate photography. :p

yeah... maybe i should go to flickr now. :)

D missing pers0n

2008-07-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

OK, fyzah mem0o.. i kn0w dat u was c0ncernd b0ut me d oder day. well.. 2 b specific on 22nd june time tani d pgs cafe.. i wasnt in d toilet o s0mewhere else. i was waiting dpn hua ho.. haha. membrijap! K, juz wana inf0m u pepol.. I kn0w u all care.. O maybe n0t.. Haha. Nadawah. K, until nex time!

-ziemah-

We should be glad

2008-06-28T22:06:00.006+08:00

(A tribute to my amahs)

Before that English n Malay saya hancur. Segalanya tunggang tebalik.

It's true all along that you never know what you've got until it's gone. For the past 7 days of my life, happiness, comforts, tears, sadness were all blended together to produce unforgettable rojak. For the first time in my entire life, 2 amahs were serving in my house. Their presences able to make my 7 days so different.

I asked myself…”Apakaannnn? dorg amahs sja x ahhh, bhapa sadihh ane?”

Maybe they are just amahs but they taught me a value that no one around me, neither friends nor even families has brought up to me before. A value that I shall always bear in mind. A value that has made me realized that we are actually born under lucky stars that we tend to ignore. We should be glad by that fact instead.

Our lives are so spoilt. We tend to be blindfolded by all those luxuries and comforts that met the eyes. We never realize of what we already own but instead graving for more. Based on that statement, I could say that, We All Are greedy and never satisfy with what we have possessed.

We then become such lazybones. We are reluctant to pull ourselves out of comfy beds or couches, we ignore our chores, we are too lazy to iron our Baju sekolah and tudungs, get them straight up crinkles-free. We don’t have time to prepare our stockings, and kasuts. We don’t even bother to wash our garments clean.

We never bother to do all these things. All these are our essentials, there are parts of us, another half of us. We should be taking care of our own responsibilities. We should be doing these ourselves. We are too lazy for all these.

Thanks to amahs. They do everything for us. They get everything ready for us. They prepare our clothes to be worn the next day. They ensure our garments free from bacteria. They fix clothes from crumpled ones to straightened and wearable ones. They cook us meals. They do everything even simple things like pouring hot water rah MEE CUP.

They wash our pinggan mangkuk, periuk belanga dan anything yang sewaktu dengannya. THEY DO EVERYTHING.

We are left with everything is neat and well-prepared. We are left with no worries as everything will get fixed up for us. We are so pampered from all these comforts without even releasing that these luxuries may backfire. We never do all the aforementioned tasks. We never bother to. Amahs do them all. And this continues until the amahs are no longer there for us. Until then, we realize we can’t get everything done. We never do. No amahs, No baju, No tudungs, No clean garments, No Cup Mee. All those prosperities have made us to loss such valuable lessons and skills that are essentials for us to acquire. We maybe rich in big bucks. We can get almost anything that we are obsessed with but we maybe poor in surviving skills and lacking of experience that we can’t even do simple things!!!!

Here is the story

The one in pink is the newcomer. She came 7 days ago and left yesterday. For six days, she was a trainee and the one in black was her guru. She was supposedly to replace the one in black since she was going back to Indonesia today. But it turns out the one in pink left early tia plang. Why? (make sure kamu standby tissue)

Owh k here is why.

The new amah (in pink) has came to Brunei around 6 months already and has changed majikan for 5 times and my dad is the fifth. For the past 3 months, she worked with a majikan who is Pakistanist – a doctor. She suffered badly working arah d majikan.

Being a doctor, the majikan is a strict person and put Cleanliness as her priority. The new amah told us that the majikan demanded the kitchen to be well cleaned and the amah sometimes had to wash the same pinggan mangkuks until 5 times. Everything must be spankling clean. The majikan sometimes yelled at her that scared her half to death and accidentally broke pinggan mangkuk. Due to these broken mangkuk, the amah owns BND 500 and she has to repay before going back to Indonesia.
Be a pakistanist, she obviously doesn’t eat rice. All she eats is makanan asasi orang Pakistan which is different from makanan asasi orang timur. The amah complained to us that (this is the sadihh part)

“selama 3 bulan saya tidak merasa sebutir nasi pun”

Sadihhh ati saya…..I tried to act cool and heartless so that I did not cry.

For the past 3 months, she had been eating Chapatti during breakfast only. If she was hungry then, with nothing she cud do but to bear with her growling stomach hoping that time cud pass by quickly and morning wud appear so soon.

I’m the only one in my family who always eat. Tapi dalam 6 hari ane, kedudukan saya tergugat. The amah came up and stole the title and iatah yg paling banyak makan.

I know that was her first time to taste rice. Maybe that was a recall for her to know the taste of rice that she has lost 3 months ago. I saw her cheerful smile and satisfied face whenever she sat down with the old amah (in black) in the dining room.

Terasa saya betapa bahagianya ia dapat merasa nasi.

Yesterday, my dad received a call from agent amah telling that the new amah was asked to work at her previous majikan, on the demand of the majikan herself with alasan that the new amah has not paid the so-called debt. With nothing the new amah cud do, she packed her belongings. While packing, I cud see that tears started to roll down on her both cheeks.

She thought that she would happily work in our family and wud never loss sight nasi anymore. But now she is back to where she was once belonged. Why bother coming back tothat suffering hell if she cud work happily here?. Money makes people work harder even if she would have to eat herself out. Despite her unwillingness, she needs to go. She knows she must put her soul and heart together in order to repay BND 500 to the previous majikan.

She knows that she needs to be tougher to work salaryless for another 4 months of suffering. Back in Indonesia, her family is counting every second hoping her to chip in some money but for the past few months, that hope is buried six feet under. No money is sent but kept to repay to the majikan instead.

(ani sadihh lagii)

With her belongings packed, Zuhur prayer performed, self dressed and she was ready to go. Before she stepped out she managed to have her last meal in my house. I saw how rakus ia makan..Subhahanallah..

While waiting for her to finish her lunch, it occurred to me that was probably the last time for her to have taste of nasi. No nasi in upcoming 4 months I am positive that she will miss this moment. I let her to finish her lunch with last gulp of manisan.

The one in black is the old comer. She is like 1 year older daripada saya. She started working when I was in form 4 so supposedly f ia nada jadi amah, she would have studied in fom 5. But she told us that her family couldn’t afford her education plus she was babal at time then she decided to follow her sister’s footstep and became amah.

We are so lucky living in Brunei. We have free education, free medical check-ups complete with full package of facilities. We have lot of opportunities kan study aboard, inside scholarship and so on. But we still never glad of what we have.

Education, back in Indonesia doesn’t come free and cheap. Apatah tah lagi kan ke hospital, kan cabut gigi lagi bebayar apatah lagi for surgery.

Alhamdullilah, we have everything free di Brunei ane.

Last month, I accompanied my dad to JPMC for monthly appointment and to save time I, all by myself went to the pharmacy arah next building, carrying along a prescription to get my dad’s segala ubat-ubatan while my dad was still not done with his check-ups. I handed to prescription to a lady, a pharmacist I suppose. After a few minutes of ‘Merek-ing’ sekitar arah rak-rak ubat, I was given all the prescribed ubat-ubatan and receipt.

Terkejut jantung saya meliat receipt ahh. Ubat yang kana-kana bagi dua tiga buting ja nganya tapi harganya $1080.98. fuhhhhh semangat. Nada mahal dimana.

Tapi no worry. Thank to the government. They ensure every penduduk receive well treatment. They paid $1080.98 for us. That was just for the ubats not yet the surgery.

But in Indonesia, even 1000 rupiah is hard to find.

The old amah left her school and worked as amah just to afford her family and I heard her mother is sakit. In desperation,she accepted to work as amah with a little experience.

It showed that betapa sakitnya kan mencari duit. Tapi tane sanang saja kan membuang usin. Membali PSP lah, kasut yang mahal lahh, makanan yang brabisly mahal lah tapi rasanya nada ja seberapa. We thought that we have big bucks then they would never run out but coming in instead. It showed to us that we should be glad being Bruneian. Mewah sana sini, nada lagi kan payah, menggali tanah mencari ubi kan makan. Everything is served. We may be happy now tapi Tuhan itu maha adil. There will be time when we will experience suffer and must learn from it.

Be glad of what u already have. Appreciate things/persons around you before its too late that they might left you one day.

I am the amah now….aiyaaaa. Never mind, My mum promises to give me $500 hahah for gaji

Chow!!

2008-06-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

wajeeh here! I'm not really good with words, so i'll just contribute to this blog with some pictures, taken by..

yours truly! :)

i particularly adore this picture! they're 2 of my youngest cousins

I'm enjoying my holidays so far. How was yours?

Love of my Life

2008-06-25T19:40:00.006+08:00

Okay fiqah has talked about our beloved BRUNEI. Now, I want to continue talking not about Brunei but about the ‘man of my dream’. Technically, this post has nothing to do with our friendship or has any connection with the previous post. This is just random, I just felt the urge to talk about him. The man which I can only dream of and not in a million years will I get him. Obviously, the sentence speaks for itself ‘man of my DREAM’

How I knew him?
I was introduce to him by a friend or was it by my family members… Hmm, oh well who cares? It is not that important. Okay that happened when I was only 8 years old. When I was still young and innocent. Still didn’t know what love was all about. But yea, I like him since that very day so I have been dreaming for him like 10 years. I always wish and pray in my wildest dream for one day will arrive a day where I will look him in the eyes and say ‘I love you’. And for 10 years, I have been waiting for that day :-p hahaha

What I love about him?
I love his smile, his gorgeous eyes, his charming personality, modesty, sense of style… Hmm, I can go on and on forever so to keep it short, I love everything about him.
(What not to love)

Why I love him?
He is so hot, over-the-chart. He is the Bomb. His body, daymn nice…!! His smile can melts me anytime. He’s charming, athletic, successful, father material. Hey a girl does not need a reason when she loves someone. Yea, I am madly in love with him because of who he is.

My Mr Perfect :
· Born on 2nd May
· 6 feet tall
· Weight: 74kg
· Hazel eyes
· Have appeared in advertisements of varies products
· Play football
· 23 is his number
· PERFECT ( I know nobody’s perfect but he is simply just right for me)

Who is he?
He is David Robert Joseph Beckham...

My Beloved Beckham and just look at that smile...

His new tattoo; 'Forever By Your Side'

Additional Info about Beckham :
· Happily married to Victoria (Posh Spice)
· 3 kids; Brooklyn, Romeo and Cruz
· Currently playing for LA Galaxy

"I like Victoria for herself, not for nothing else. I'd like her if she worked in Tesco... People can say what they like. But me and Victoria will always stay together as husband and wife." David Beckham.

-Ohh, how I wish I was Victoria-

Hey, a girl can dream kali ah and I will keep on dreaming :-p

P/s: Nanti if i have time aku kan buat part 2 lagi pasal my other Mr Perfect and again the love of my life...Kuat bermimpi bah aku ane. Bilatah kan sadar...Well, inda jua papakan. what can i do; I am a girl with a big dream. haha....

Lots of love, (still dreaming)

zaW...

Our Brunei Our Treasure

2008-06-25T08:26:00.000+08:00

I try to reflect myself when I was still a innocent, naive and dreamy child, long long time ago. Back then, I was loaded with those so-called unsatisfying statements pasal Brunei. Jadinya Saya pun terikut-ikut tia ja kan nda ska Brunei ane. But that was long long time ago, back then I was still hanching and had a zero idea on Geography a.k.a Ilmu Alam, Sciences apatah lagi Computer Studies and Additional Maths, probably a limited knowledge of Maths x yang, even if u were blindfolded u still cud score 100%.

I grew up so fast and realised that Brunei isn't that bad after all. Not like apa yang dorang umpat. Indah Rupa dari Khabar x ahh. Many yang inda puas ati living in Brunei psal Boring lah, pasal orangnya bida-bida lah, pasal orangya stail lama lah wateva. These statements are only for those shortminded yang hanya menghasilkan Ide-ide yang kuno, sekuno artifak dari abad ke 15 ahh and for those who possessed suara-suara yang sumbang n kambang who lied to themselves that they can sing as well as Datin Nurhaliza or Sharifah Aini back in 80's and also for those yang perasan dirinya lawa bangget mcm Agnes Monica or Mary Poppins back in 70's.

In these few days, I was off to interview some penduduks of Our country, to give some comments on the latter.

These are the top 3 comments:

1) " Di Brunei ane burrriiiiiiinggg bahhh mcm nda hiburan ahhhh", komen penjaja penyaram di Tamu Kianggeh.

Adddehhh maniss..Pa yang burringg sangat di Brunei anee..cubatah kita huraikan Bu Ajah yg Maniss..Pa nda burring munnya U have spent almost 2/3 of ur age rah tamu kiaggeh nganya. Cubatah abiskita "MEREK-ING" di Bukit Shahbandar kah,di pantai muara kah bawa cucu-cicit abiskita disana bermain jongget-jongget atau mandi manda kah, or bawa kah Giant or The Mall kan cuci mata sikit mliat anak-anak yang muda berlegar sana sini.

By then Im sure nda lagi burring tu.

2) "Brunei ane ketandusan tempat-tempat yang lawa udah", ujar pemandu pelanong yang usianya tidak berapa hendak muda sudah.

Adddehhh..I hate repeating myself agen and agen..Seperti yang saya sarankan kepada Bu Ajah penjaja Penyaram di tamu kiaggeh atu..agatah ke Bukit Shahbandar or Bukit Saeh kah or lebih Baik bukit Pagon ahhh or any bukit yang sewaktu dengannya...agatah melawat disana..F abiskita berjumpa dengan Bu Ajah atu sampaikan salam ku ahh.

Banyak ja x ahh tempat yang lawa diBrunei..probably ure the one yg nda berkarih kan "MEREK-ING" keindahan alam diBrunei ane bahh.

Most of us are just 2 x 5 with this pemandu pelancong. Most of us just like to spend our time dapan TV mliat Akademi Fantasia or Trek Selebriti or Chuck or Mliat cerita Korea nganya. Why dun we take sumtym "MEREK-ING" sekitar kawasan bandar, Ibu Kota Brunei ahh.

Maybe u will be saying "Aiyaaaa, banyak poklan x disana ahhh n Bnyak indon, malas tah ku ingau"

Apa nda banyak indon..munya KAMU yg Manisss manisss ane nda ke ksana memanuhi kawasan atu..F KAMU bnyak kesna, minute ja jumlah INDON disna tu..

Last week, during Kem Kiadah, we had this opportunity to circumnavigate BSB in night. The participants were asked to visit some assigned checkpoints which are buildings or monuments that have their own splendid history. I was assigned to be photographer waiting arah TUGU
60...Imagine malam2 menunggu di sana gelap dengan c Frenly Giant Najmuddin Maniss (dun get me wrong)..eventho gelap with only cucul from the tugu and cahaya stars from the sky and cikitlah from my torchlight... pemandangannya lawa buiiii...from there I viewed Kampong Ayer differently as if I was d HONGKONG at nights...manis buiii..It never occurred to me that Kampong Ayer is so much different at nights than at days n It actually has hidden beauty that u tend to ignore..u have to liat pakai HATI mcm c zaw... Pemandangan that night romantic..nda lagi payah lagi kan candle light dinner f kan berdating...Saya mkn pringles perisa BBQ dengan C Najmuddin arah TUGU atu sudah cukupp manissss..!

So is this the beauty yang abiskita katakan NADA Lawa???

3) "Orang hansom/lawa di Brunei ane pupus udah", luahan jati seorang remaja perempuan yang perasan lawa.

Addddeeeeeeehhhhhhh, statements ane paling manis neee...adakah diucapkan orang Brunei ane bida-bida...F orang Brunei ane bida abisss ko lawa bangggeeeet x... Bak kata Simon Cowell "We are beautiful in our own way wahh"...F nada lawa migrate plang ko k Afrika kah..k Vietnam kah ke mana sja yang sewaktu denganya mencari yang hansom.. People comes with differnts sizes, looks and shapes bahh. Orang lwa nda semestinya bek..Mcm KAU bahhh..muka nda ja sebrapa tapi mulut berbauuuuu membari watirrr...

Dun jugde people based from how they look..SOME Bruneians maybe not so lawa or hansom kahhh..but wat inside is matter...

We maybe are not hansom as they are

Dong-Hae and Not-sure-who-he-is-but-he-looks-hansom

nor as beautiful as

Jaslene Gonzalez

Sharifah Aini in 80's

Marry Poppins in 70's

BUT Remember

WE ARE BEAUTIFUL IN OUR OWN WAY!!

Will be continue.

More Pictures!

2008-06-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

It takes me sumtym!!

2008-06-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

Owhh k Manissss Bangett...I actually forgot that we do have a blog to be updated...hahahah. On the urge of ZAWANI ISHAK yg maniss..I manage to pull myself out out my very to the comfortable couch to spare sumtym updating this blog yang I admit dull, deadly tapi I believe WILLLLLL be dpanuhiii dengan Idea-idea yang bernas, suara-suara yang merdu bak buluh perindu, komen-komen dari perspektif yang berbeza, photo-photo yang menyimpan bibit-bibit manisss dan video-video yang bukan explicit....ryte gennng?

(***cricket****Cricket)

Owhh Fyzah Memoo has already started with Intro, C Zaw has spoken wiith her so-called Ayat-ayat Cinta n Ziemah has yelled about her medical check-ups.

Bahh, give me tym to mindcramping pa kan d post...

Since c Fyzah memoo wants picture..Nahhh ku upload picture of mine..hahahha
on the left is our HO7 one and only mascot n on the right is my imaginary fren namanya Jaslene..

Everybody, Plez say hi to our mascot and Jaslene!!!

Be ryte back!!!
Fiqahco Chan

sekian lama

2008-06-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha wth, this is the second time i posted. mcm sorang-sorang nda merati kan. i said guys, buat your real name if buat post atu. ane ngaleh-ngaleh meneka siapa. hahaha mcm annoying kan kraja ku atu.

Well, we had this meeting. wait i don't know what exactly we call it but it was a function where we had this small party organised by Anwaruddin. hahaha frankly, we didn't know who exactly anwaruddin was. otw to the PGS cafe,Qlap, there was a pathway. then, as i walked there, there was anwar's dad. he said "kawan anwaruddin?" and i was like (siapa c anwaruddin ne) hahaha den "clicked". i answered 'owh, awu.' den he showed me the direction. hahaha sorry anwar. c bonda pun catu x ah.

We had meals (2 3 x) especially c ziemah. berabiz. she ate "makanan orang sakit" since she was sick. plus c ziemah ckp buburnya nyaman and when zaw and i tasted it, it was like "what ziemah?nyaman tah tu?" owh yeah, we couldn't blame her, she was sick. remember? she couldn't taste anything pun. hahaha. this whole story was about c ziemah sorang saja. ya Tuhan ku, minuman panasnya dua tiga buting! (note:2 pulang saja tu..hahaha) satu coffee and the other one was a cup of tea. coffee without milk and tea without sugar. were you okey ziemah? hahaha mabuk lagi kah?

another highlight was "ramai orang pakai pink!" hahaha. c ziemah, zaw & me were wearing blouse with pink strips. hahaha mcm bejanji. karang bejanji, manada sama tu. kan as i said andang kami ne nda merati. hahaha.

And this is especially for u ziemah,the moral of the story is, JANGAN AWAL BALIK. hahaha obviously atu c ziemah. hahaha mcm bnr. kemana kau kan? kami macam jmpa parents mu. hahahaha. it was almost 5. where were you?let me guess. in the toilet? hahaha confident.

okey, later~

FyzahMemoo

Ann0uncement...

2008-06-24T11:21:00.000+08:00

Ok people.. dis a reminder.. blog tani ani mcm dull.. kepada sapa2 yg ada pictures tani yg lawa2 a2 sila postkan... n hmm.. post bnyak2 klu bleh.. haha. k,n remember 2 update. yeah people. okezey.. haha..

lots of luv...
fr0m yg paling bersemangat..

Dis is ziEmah talking..

2008-06-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

Haha! im d very first timer blogger 2 send dis post. I kn0w membri kesian brabiz. Hahahaha. Ok, dis is going 2 a talk about mengusuting saja. N0thing much 2 say actually.. bh ken becrita teku ni psl during d soo called holiday yg basically nda holiday ani..

boring wah holiday term time ani~ first of all bnyak homeworks like 12 essays… i kn0w membunuh..

secondly mcm makin bnyak makan n den makin lampuh.. Membgi sasak brabiz..

n den medical check d hospital seharian within 3 days. Membgi mls. Abis tngan bangkak membangkak begas be inject sja. Be xray tia be check jantung tia.. Mcm2 nyamu~ apa bleh buat sabar sja tia. HAha. Btw yg siuknya ada chinese doctor yg cute n hot brabiz~ ia kraja arh tmpat xray ah. Oh my god! Klu bleh tah ken be xray ku lgi:-) palau!

hahahahahahaha!
k, dats all.

with luv,
ziemah- one of d members.

Where it all began...

2008-06-18T13:58:00.001+08:00

Friendship built from the heart
Friend together never apart
Promise made in the heart
Forever friends no matter what

Once upon a time in the year 2006, seven strangers gather in room A202 to start their first day of school as an upper secondary student. Many thoughts running through their minds at that moment, didn’t know what to expect as everything was new to them. Nobody dare to open their mouths, everyone kept quiet. This continued for minutes, hours and days….. No one ever dare to speak up because of that we were known as the silent strangers.
‘Silent but deadly!’

Cheh, wat am I saying….I think I’m on the wrong page.
Okay let me begin again,
Wajee, Ziemah, Zawani datangnya dari kelas 3C
Fiqah, Fahizun datangnya dari kelas 3N
Fyzah datangnya dari kelas 3O
Ros datangnya dari kelas 3A
Manakala bonda datangnya dari kelas 3I

So basically most of us, kenal each other udah…
Kami betamu arah klas 4H. Mula-mula macam masing-masing hang out dengan kawan-kawan sendiri. Sekali, lama-lama barutah kami makin rapat and makin biasa. Kami macam tarus te‘click’ sebab kami suka bising, gila-gila and berabisly suka ketawa basar-basar. (or is it just me?) Dulu kami selalu hang out petang-petang arah klas 4H and the next year arah klas 5H. Kamilah orang yang paling rajin stayback tiap-tiap petang. Now, kami punya hang out place di cafeteria arah the so called 'loser table' tepi kolam ( not sure why we call it that) But we are not loser, ok :-P
Cematulah sedikit kisah pasal asal usul persahabatan kami.

2006 is the year of our friendship,
Close friends that who we are,
Broken never will this friendship,
An oath made by the friends.

Lots of love,
zaW

we are us

2008-06-01T13:29:00.001+08:00

hey, this is the introduction of our first blog ever. and should i say our first post ever since we created this blog a month ago. everyone has no idea what to post. okey, let me introduce members of the heart of seven.

Basically, there're seven of us (duh~), they are:

1) FyzahMemoo. pahlawan. she has her own private blog but as what we all know, ia suka menyamak. hahaha never get the chance to miss one single thing. She's 17 and she always proud of her own birthdate, 123. She loves cows, traditional dancing, absorbing minds, absentminded (trust me), a late comer and wth she stops stalking boys for now. hahaha got cha! by the way, call her fyzah, peach or memoo.

2) Zawani. Known as Zaw. She's the girl beyond the hood. hahaha panglima yo! She's 17. birthdate, 24th october. Majlis pelajar. She hates panas (who doesn't?). she's better in sport, Loves brownies, Living in Tutong (she comes earlier than fyzah), she has whatever it takes in accompanying people, funny, wide immagination, diet is number one word in her dictionary, balik 5ish (6 pm) and sky!

3) Fiqahco. C fiqahco is 17. birthdate 13th August. Soul of pahlawan and ms in malay debate. Better in drawing, netball and basketball. a very busy woman. no break and no lunch (where are you fiqah?), understandable, prejudicing someone (i won't mention here), Chewing gum is her and she is chewing gum, Pink kembayau to violet to grey, she's our malay dictionary and call her fiqahco!

4) Wajehah. Known as Wajee and 16. 11th August is her birthdate. Obses with shiekh Muzahfar (sorry, i don't know how to spell his name, not a big fan actually) the first malaysian astronaut, she's smart!, very innocent, cats love her.oppss sorry, she loves cat. Future.errmm. (i'm not sure her ambition), she's in N united. sorry wajee. i mean N class. Call wajee! another panglima member.

5) Bonda. her real name is fizah, pahlawan though. okey, there are two fizahs here but bonda is norafizah and fyzahmemoo is hafizah. Bonda, she's 17. going 18 this 11th june. muahahaha driving license! cool bonda! she likes y man. still? nda x. oh my god, i'm not sure. She loves pink like berabiz. She's taking softball with zawani. Why bonda? coz she's our mum at school. advices and her motherly-like are what make her bonda. macam ramai dah panggil ia bonda. okey people~

6) Ziemah. Laksmana girl. Oh gosh, mabuk is first word pops in our heads, not because she's really drunk. it is just because she always losts. can you relax ziemah? hahaha panat! she's 17, going on 18 13th November. She stalks someone jua! hahaha we gave him a code. Man of the year, cc! stands for choki choki. okey, i admit he's cute. wait, what on earth i'm talking here. this is about ziemah. helllo~ hahaha okey, ziemah she is absent mindeder than fyzah. way too lost. Even if she's sitting there with us, she's haardly follows what are we talking about. Ziemah~

7) Fahizun. Laksmana.Call her pejun. well, we call her fahizun pulang but hey, just call her pejun okey. hahaha it sounds cute. Fahizun is 17 last 4th may. her father is the owner of this sport store in kiarong. She's obsess with this computing thing. these whole ideas of programming. trust me, you find no funs in those areas. okey, maybe a lil bit fun. sorry fahizun. hahaha ask her anything about computer, will you? i can't guarantee. hahaha.

we do have something in common. sometimes, we like the same guy, we love having meals together, hanging out, singing, visting places (no matter where, as long as we are out of school), praying together (so far fyzah, fiqahco and zawani only, others sendiri2), we give codes for boys we most like and we work as a team (for example. boys alarm!)hahaha.

Later,
HeartOfSeven