state of si..

Boring ku eh. Im not sure if i still have the right to write posts di sini, tapi since kamu bagi aku passwordnya, so why naaaat? and aku kana block chatbox.

Mental acuity: finding it hard to concentrate and study. Mock exams in 4 weeks. Coursework due in.. ahh. i dont even remember when coursework ku is due. tetapi aku tetap berfikiran waras. nada ku partying, clubbingz, jamming. all i ever do is homework-gym-homework-internet anyway. sigh. there are days when i woke up wondering 'oh kenapaaaaa aku kana hantar sini?" and you're haunted by questions like "what will i do? or probably what CAN i do?" from your tutor. n have i told you that Im considering the big M as the thing i want to do affter a-levels. tapi i dont know. lets just say awal ani im just more 'inclined' to take it bcos ive been reading some things n doing things yang open up my mind to it. reading segala journals n stuff on the news. it's so freaky coz ive never been like this before.

physical health: ah ok pulang. aku cuba isi masa running, squash, badminton. n i think makes u feel unbelievably greaat! just imagine the school hours. 8:00 am to 1:00 pm. lunch break then back to school again from 2:30 pm till 4:40. with homework every lesson n pouring over books for 2 hours every night(ok exaggerating lah sikit). but everything should be manageable. so it's ok :)