Shithard!

Hi people on earth!

It has been awhile since my last post. I mean AWHILE. Since I am suffering severe pleasure of jobless tonight then I decided to post something up but I am not sure what to post actually. Owh I notice the layout is changed and there is a president of creativity WOW! I must have missed that part.

With no more school to attend and no more study to concentrate, fellow Bruneian HO7 are jobless. I must say that I really apreciate it when our enthuasiam to find job to kill our joblessness and penniless sparked off eagerly. hahahah But the interest came and went by with the wind. Today, we eagerly photocopied our certificates. The next day, we searched for vacancy and the day after next, we are no longer interested. The spark met the dead end. Only when we realised that we only got 2 ringgits in our wallets then the spark lit off again. But the cycle repeats itself leaving us with excessive jobless issue.

I am not sure whether I should consider myself lucky or otherwise. I got a job last two weeks which I didnt have to busily send my CVs and certs. The job searched for me. Damm! I know I sounded lucky but what happened was shithard. I job a partime job at TA Morgen yg kadainya tutup udah. It was for the 10 days of bookfair in the Indoor Stadium. I can assure you that two weeks are pain in the ass.

First of working, I wiped THOUSANDS of books in the very HOT, stuffy and shitty warehouse. Figure, I hate books since then. I packed the books and transported everything to the indoor stadium. People may say that we start from the very bottom but I say I start from the UNDERGROUND.

I hope for a better day on the second day. But my hope was buried six feet under. I had to unpack all the books and arranged accordingly to its specification. It took me two days to do this. Crap! It is alot easier to face with alive ppl rather than dead and heavy books. It was stressing enough that another thousands books were left to unpack but Izzat's temptation of quitting and the fact that I might be labelled as irresponsible person made me wanna commit suicide and die instantly.

I wanted to quit but this was not the quit I want to commit. I always finish what I have started. NAH, ya odah. hahha and jua the fact that there will be a person suffered from my decision to quit then I decided not to call it off and bear with the agony.

The next 10 days were all about public relation. Shit they werent. They were all about embrassment, humiliation and bitchiness. I suffered bitchslap by customers and humiliated by customers who looked down on me and came into thinking that I AM PMB student CRAP! But what to do, customer is the boss!

March tia udah!

Laju jua masa berlalu ane ah.. Nah bulan mac tia udah. 2 bulan udah tane di tahun 2010 ane....huhuhu hmm....... coughresultcough

anyway, im still bored tapi ari ane okay lah ada jua keraja kan dibuat inda jua seboring weekend ari atu. so yea and bulan march ane MEMOO'S month ne eh.... inda g lama ko 19tahun yaww... 11hari g haha sma tah umur tane tu tapi tatap plg aku masih senior sikit tu ah dari sudut umur.hahaha

bah bah atu sja...