Completing an arduous journey!!

Last half term ive spent most of my time WALKING. Aku  inda turun ke London sebab aku ada walking expedition for my DofE. 

Halton Training Camp. The place was HELL, feeling misery was inevitable.

Then start my LONG journey for 4 days and 3 nights with an average of 9 hours walking a day on Tuesday. During the whole journey since day 1 macam aku kept thinking 'when will this gonna end? why did i join DofE in the first place? mana kan campsitenya ane?'

That's my 17 kilo rucksack that i have to carry with me sepanjang the journey btw. 

The result of carrying it= bruises arah pinggang and shoulders

Naik bukit day1. ane okay lah pasal masih fresh kan day 1 lah konon and ane macam baru the first 30 minutes of day1. 

Kalau ada naik bukit mesti ada turun bukit jua. turun bukit okay lah jua masa day1, lutut masih okay.

At the summit of mount ingelborough, the highest peak out the 3 peaks of yorkshire moors. baik jua naik gunung ane masa day1. kepisan udah sorg2. arah the summit very lah foggy inda berapa nampak. ane alum g setengah hari of walking. kan menangis udah rasanya. masa day1 we had our lunch at the summit. 

ane turun the mountain so kan menuju campsite. not bad... masih jua okay. tapi masih g jauh from campsite. rasanya mcm forever bejalan ah.

Ane berehat. chilling dulu for 5 minutes after walking for a few miles.

Day 2, turun bukit curam. perlahan berabis sorg2 turun except for the guy yg duduk2 atu berlari turun iatah ia dulu cross the bridge. 

Lapas lunch masa day2. hujan labat tia so tepaksa pakai waterproof jacket. iatah usul kami ne  masa lunch rucksack yg beribu kilo baratnya atu tah jadi tempat duduk kami. 

Ane masa day 3, hampar dah... baru lapas naik bukit and ane chilling dulu, mengambil nafas. pasal lapas atu ada g bukit kan dinaiki.  kusut kali ah... and masa day3 kami macam naik turun bukit saja ada 3 ke 4 bukit kali.

Day 3 macam never ending the path. berabis2 hampar dah, inda g kira kamah kah inda duduk saja dimana2. inda g tecakap bah kami ah... kepisan berabis dah.

 At the camp site. Lapas siap dirikan tent. kan get ready for dinner.

Inside our tent. aku, lyn and lena pakai tent untuk 2 org pasal dorg nada tent untuk 3 org so kami besampit lah dalam tent ah. packd berabis tent kami ah.

Day 3. At the last camp site. happy lah.... bsuk last day. tapi the journey kan k camp site ane, gila seksa... saat akhir kan smpai k camp site ane pun naik bukit bah. i injured my knees so aku tepaksa drag kaki throughout the whole journey. gila udah smpai nyaman jua rasa ati.. the last camp site was fun. yg plg best out of the three campsite yg kami aga. Ane duduk dulu before pasang tent.

Memasak dinner. malam atu kami mcm masak and makan suma makanan kami yg tinggal pasal bsuk last day and supaya ringan beg. well inda plg make that much difference but then ringan sikit lah. sikit saja kurangnya.

Last day... inda sabar kan balik. last day was the best day cause kami bejalan for 11 km saja and inda byk bukit and mcm a walk in the park saja. Byk rehat and we had an hour lunch break  sbb kami mesti dtg arah the checkpoint by 1.30pm and kami awal by 2 jam. so iatah that day chill lah sja. cool!

 

Checkpoint kami tu nah castle ah... saat saat akhir expedition. castle atu mcm 100m away kali saja so obviously everyone was excited....

FINALLY!!! after walking about 80km for 4 days sampai jua ke penghujungnya. kali udah abis the expedition everyone was in disbelief mcm 'wow it's relly over'  

 

This was the whole group.

melvin, lyn, lena,zaw,amelia, catherine and callum kami with our two assessors.

btw our group did really well, kami smpai at every checkpoint either on time or awal... and we all pass the expedition...... 

it was an amazing experience *seksa plg* tapi im proud of myself to be able to complete the journey despite of my two bad knees and injured shoulder. To say i will want to go on a walking expedition again, no way man, never, let that one be the last. sepanjang walking atu inda plg beranti2 menyumpah2 dalam hati ah. bangun selalu 5.30am, start bejalan kul 7pagi smpai kul 4 lalu.udah abis the expedition baru tah ku dpt ckp all the positive things ive gained from the expedition, mun dtanya masa sdg2 bejalan, alum... abis2 ku ckp 'this expedition depresses me' i was miserable for most of the time tho except for the last day. nevertheless, it was relly amazing (seriously, not everyone cud survive the arduous journey)the journey was remarkable and i will always remember it.... *sigh* 

It was indeed a nice way to celebrate my 19th bday!=p haha It was memorable...

ZAWANI ISHAK

when life gets tough, all you need is faith and perseverance to get through it. And friends to support you.

100th post

THIS IS THE 100th POST huhuh..
I posted this video in the facebook but I will post it again here.

I was moved by this video, watching it, stirrs my plan of another 12 years of studying. We are dissolved into what we will possess in the FUTURE for the past few weeks; with PS and university application but we have forgotten what we have in the PRESENT that might become PAST in the future. It maybe to early for raya and a bit jiwang. But what this video entails, sud be kept in mind in the past, present or future!

The video is crazily funny!

RAINBOW

This blog seems to be dead (obviously!) despite of its very original eye-catching Ho7 layout. Thanks to a blogger titled ThHeartofSeven who apparently doesnt want her name to reveal, for her effort to ensure this blogger survive.

Randomly, I came across a quote yesterday and find it interesting.

'If You want the Rainbow, You must to put up with the Rain' - D.Parton

Honestly, I am not a big fan of rainbow but the quote, from my interpretation means something else to me.This is what I think:

Rainbow l reflects SUCCESS which is as colourful and as Beautiful as the rainbow.

'must to put up with the Rain' indicates our effort. It is never easy to create rainfall even when you put up an open burning for a week or so, the chances of getting rainfall is still low. This is similar to achieving good grades in Examination especially for the crazily demanding course like medicine. But as long as we put our minds to it, we can still get the rainfall.

I was once almost gave up to pursue this course as I found myself struggle in my current studies which are not yet difficult than Big M. After being continuously provoked by my teacher that I did not put any effort in every assignment and even the qualifying paper, I felt wanna drop my dream and go for modelling (seriously). I wanted to cry but I did not because crying makes myself looks vulnerable and weak. I fight back to prove to him that I have whatever it takes.

I emphasize the phrase 'never easy'; You need full effort to achieve what you want which most of the times require a lot of pain. It is never easy to do everything thus requires magical remedies called EFFORT and PRAYERS. Even a small thing like 'recalculating ur answers for maths qns or 'rechecking punctuation errors' can be considered as effort.

NEVER EASY THEN WORK HARD, PUT EFFORT.

Nobody said life was gonna be easy but I know the journey is worthwhile....

There's always ups and downs. 

When at the ups, it's great and as if you own the world

BUT the downs not so great.... sometimes u feel like shit and you're all alone in a world full of bitches...

As long as there is people to support you and always there by your side, things will turn out fine but then sometimes it wont turn out as you planned. Still, this experience will make you stronger. 

Actually all that matter is as long as you go through the hardships and ups with the people who really care about you...

Don't take things for granted....! Live to the fullest.. I know life ain't easy but we only live once.

sorry for my language

The road ahead holds different dreams for each and everyone of us.
Each and everyone of us has to follow different path to seize our own dream.




It is just the way it is supposed to be...

Why is there ALWAYS another GOODBYE ?

The time will come soon....time to fly!

No one knows what lies ahead,
No one knows what would happen after the bend in the road

The road to success comes thru with great determination,
hard work and
sacrifices.....

First time

I think this would be my first time posting here.. I really don't have anything to say! I just want to say Happy Holiday to all of you.. Just want to share a picture, but doesn't really have anything to do with you.. Juz a group of girls that I really like.. Hahaha.. Bear with me just to release my fandom somewhere..


So the confirmation dates of those people coming back is Ziemah - 28th June, Zaw - 5th July and Wajee - 9th July?

Home..

Assalamualaikum everyone...

Wah~ It has been a really long time since the day I left Brunei for a far away place.. A place where I believe the only thing to do is to study, do exams as well as being homesick almost every single day..

Now is that my Exams are approaching but not only that.. It also brings me closer to HOME that is Brunei where I can be with my family, friends and more halal food!!!!

Hahahaaha...

But well anyway..

No matter how far you are, still... you will be back to your original place..

I will run through everything before that to happen.... ;)

Okay everyone.. I'm soo impatient to see you all....

See you in MS..

Love You!!!!

-Aziemah-

Song by Michael Buble HOME

Another summer day

Has come and gone away

In Paris and Rome

But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two

“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane

Another sunny place

I’m lucky, I know

But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

I’m just too far from where you are

I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life

It’s like I just stepped outside

When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not

Come along with me

'Cause this was not your dream

But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come

And gone away

In even Paris and Rome

And I wanna go home

Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home

I’ve had my run

Baby, I’m done

I gotta go home

Let me go home

It will all be all right

I’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home

All I wanted

The missing piece... 

Where is it?

Sometimes, when one person is missing the whole world seems depopulated...

Feeling empty inside, there's a hole in my heart

Yours truly.....

Time heals?

Time really is nothing more than a distraction. 

It tries to hide the fact of what has occured by keeping forward. 

It lures you with its tick to make you count the days since you last breathed. 

Time has no stopping it does what it can to help but its help is unwanted.

 

Inner peace

 How special are these moments that nature lets us see... moments where our spirits will struggle to be free

We don't remember days, we remember moments

I wanna ride  a bicycle! I just wish I knew how...*sigh*

state of si..

Boring ku eh. Im not sure if i still have the right to write posts di sini, tapi since kamu bagi aku passwordnya, so why naaaat? and aku kana block chatbox.

Mental acuity: finding it hard to concentrate and study. Mock exams in 4 weeks. Coursework due in.. ahh. i dont even remember when coursework ku is due. tetapi aku tetap berfikiran waras. nada ku partying, clubbingz, jamming. all i ever do is homework-gym-homework-internet anyway. sigh. there are days when i woke up wondering 'oh kenapaaaaa aku kana hantar sini?" and you're haunted by questions like "what will i do? or probably what CAN i do?" from your tutor. n have i told you that Im considering the big M as the thing i want to do affter a-levels. tapi i dont know. lets just say awal ani im just more 'inclined' to take it bcos ive been reading some things n doing things yang open up my mind to it. reading segala journals n stuff on the news. it's so freaky coz ive never been like this before.

physical health: ah ok pulang. aku cuba isi masa running, squash, badminton. n i think makes u feel unbelievably greaat! just imagine the school hours. 8:00 am to 1:00 pm. lunch break then back to school again from 2:30 pm till 4:40. with homework every lesson n pouring over books for 2 hours every night(ok exaggerating lah sikit). but everything should be manageable. so it's ok :)

Random pictures taken randomly today and last two days and no idea when

Our 'New' bench, which was previously conquered by a bunch of PU3 Boys. Now it's ours.

Our other bench..No one is dare to steal it. It's ours too.

Taken during break time today. Notice that no food on the bench. we dont eat during break time anymore. Antah kenapa..maybe saving money x or trying to stay in shape for our graduation next year.

Our bench is next to the LnFs. New thing for new year.

This is the main reason why Kami inda duduk arah bench kami yg lama..They stole it

Our old loser sites

Remember this pool. Spot c Aishah?

PU2 2008 Graduation Day

Pictures taken during the graduation day, last 2 days.

Know this guy? He aint Izzat but Chuck Bass

Chuck Bass

oppsss *kirai kirai*

The balloon banner koyak..oppss it was before the event started. Too Bad!

Taken before the graduation started, Everyone was busy like hell.

Notice the stage. It has been transformed into a Pelaminan

Permintaan c Zaw. Here are some things that you requested in your previous post.

Anything from IDEAL

Belacan without Kangkong

Sorry, I know u miss this

Random Note: To 'kamu', I appreciate the little moments we had!

Permintaan c zaw~

Assalamualaikum,

Greetings from abroad.

Fiqah, saya di Uk ane sihat pulang jua... di samping kawan-kawan seperjuangan.. haha Life here macam biasa, nothing out of the ordinary. Ganya pressure lah sebab.... well entahlah malas ku bercerita but nevertheless everything is fine. Im doing great and trying very very hard to become better in every way i can possibly be. 

And,and aku ane menunggu package dari mamaku... inda ku sabar sebab mamaku antar makanan dari brunei and keropok CORNTOS yang ku  tunggu-tunggu selama ane. sama DVD hotshot!!! Iski ku kan meliat c WUCHUN and JERRY belakon arah hotshot. Oh well, geng kamu inda antar parcel arah aku kah di sini...? hehehe kalau ringan hati atu sekali sekala antar lah ke mari segala makanan-makanan and DVD korea yang siuk-siuk... sini aku tuliskan pa yang ku mau ah:

Marshmallow, more keropok corntos, tuna, spaghetti jollibee, jolly frank jollibee, anything yang dari jollibee, spaghetti ideal, more keropok corntos, nasi katok and and kangkong belacan...banyak plg lagi ku mau tapi atu saja lah.(sama segala VCD/DVD korea or cerita c wuchun or cerita c Jerry or any cerita drama/movie yang siuk2 and sedih2) but kalau kamu kan bagi anything yg nada arah list di persilakan...jangan malu-malu,k.

well ada plg yang impossible tu permintaan ku atu tapi kalau sudi atu ah kirim-kirim lah kemari... ni nah alamat ku xp:

Guinevere House,

Oswestry School, 

Upper Brook Street,

Oswestry, Shropshire,

SY11 2TL

United Kingdom

Hahaha inda malu aku ah... Atu baru inda malu namanya... oh well, aku cakap sapa yang sudi inda plgku memaksa. ehehehe... 

So yeah..... that's all i guess... well, it's better than nothing at least im making an effort to post something here. 

Btw the layout is sooooo AWESOME....!!!! I like it no,no salah bukan i like it but i LOVE it~~~~

Bah bah im out.

banyak lagi cakap ku karang...

Love,

Zawani Ishak

Simple updates

Hello!

Whoaa..gud to see a new layout.Sanak ku sudak meliat layout tane yg lama ahh..And now new thing to see.A layout well done! Thanks to Memoo and her Bro, RZ.

BR-U-Kians, how are u doing?

Kami sihat sejahtera di samping keluarga and 'orang' yg tersayang..hahahahha C memoo plang saja tu..saya tym ane oficially manless, no more Lemon, No more so-called Bman, No more..u name it pokoknya no more lah, C bonda hmm still in love with biology, Fezun and Rose no comments.

BTW kamu, HO7 loser sites tym ane inda fixed hahahha we kinda conquer 2 benches..sometime on one bench..other time on the other bench..so kinda new thing for new year.photo of the benches will be uploaded soon..hahah

We kinda busy here..saya juggling 3 blogs at the same time so does c memoo..busy with our blog competition.

Till then.

New Layout A.K.A ours

Guys, it has been a long time our blog has not been updated (layout) and now as FyzahMemoo, I am officially announce that ...

WE HAVE OUR OWN LAYOUT!!!! HAHAHAHA....

especially customized by my own biological brother, Zaim! hahaha...

I really hope you guys like it.... no make it LOVE IT! hahaha something is wrong with me... I keep on laughing! by the way, i gotta go...

to bunda: do not get upset cause if fiqah dapat tempias mu, I guess I will soon but i rather not.hahaha durhaka!

Sekian,
C FyzahMemoo