What bout it?

I hate it when u noe u will do something terribly/horribly but then there was just not enough energy left in you to do some preparation before facing the challenge. In the end u just cant seem to be bother anymore though u noe it is essential for u to excel. When it's time to face the music, ur mind just turnd blank and everything startd to jumble mumble. Ur mind is also giving up on you. And so in the end there's just nothing u can do about it apart from giving ur best effort and pray luck will be by ur side. i guess this is where u noe ur best wasnt good enough. but then again u are too tired too even think about the outcomes u ll be facing. the more u think about it the closer u r to come to a realisation that it was a TOTAL disaster and u messed up BIG time. Too late now....... and u will try ur best to not think about it... 

You were too exhausted already from the start and ur body has already given up on you since the beginning. All u need is actually TIME. to gain the energy, to have a lil bit of rest and to set ur mind back on track but that is the one thing u dont have....................

living a busy life and continuously rushing for datelines are just too tiring. It is just too much for one person. And one day u will feel as if the burdens of the whole world are on ur shoulder and ur body will slowly give up on you. Thus never hang on too long and remember also not to let go too soon.